brr.. it's cold... halfway through econs essay... tot i come up here for a while coz a thought just hit me... perhaps i ought to be more appreciative and less critical. what mr lim said about finding the effort to say something good about someone captures the essence but ain't exactly the best way to go about doing things... point being, now tht in j2, being "mean" to ppl becomes much easier to the extent tht it being terrifying.... the guilt tht follows also vanishes much faster with the reassurance of "this is how rj works"... Hardened... i guess tht's the word to describe it, but well, my 4 years of studying lit tells me to "stay gold".... i hope to...

lost in the sea of waking dreams...