Saturday, October 23, 2010

Atonement

One day others may try to convice you they have forgiven you. That is more about them than you. For them, imparting forgiveness is a blessing. How do I go on? It is simple. You will never forgive yourself. Accept it. You hurt others, many others. That cannot be undone. You will never find personal retribution. But your life does not have to end. That which is right, just, and true can still prevail. If you do not fight for what you believe in, all may be lost for everyone else. But do not fight for yourself. Fight for others — others that may be saved through your effort. That is the least you can do

Quoted from Stargate

Monday, October 18, 2010

Biggest Mistake

It took just a dinner to realise my greatest folly.

Atonement.

It took me an entire weekend to come up with the word. The previous considerations were "karma", "retribution" and "punishment", but they all did not fit the description of the situation- there was no spite involved.

I guess it is a small step forward nonetheless. It's like finding yourself after being lost for ages.


Monday, October 04, 2010

crashed and burned

A random epiphany just hit me and I'm wondering if it's a sign or a coincidence... Nonetheless, I'm already drifting, like always, but somehow this time it seems different.