这一次 是我自己为自己下的决定
很小心 你说慢慢来别怕来不及
如果我 还有一点点不安或者迟疑
我不会 对你的反应那么好奇
落叶啊 其实也很不愿意 其实也不想回忆 谁没等到错过了流星
我们啊 交集在这意外的假期 一定那里见过你 一定曾经梦见你
Fly Away 无穷无尽是你深邃的眼睛
看着你 就可以让我茫茫人海里感到安定
Fly Away 当我不顾一切无止尽追寻
有一个人 有一颗心 早已经默默之中在那里
这一次 问我自己都说我豪不怀疑
爱上你 终于我发现我还有勇气
唯一我 觉得遗憾的是我不够仔细
不了解 你说那一些话的用意
几乎是 所有时间在想你 快乐之后是压抑 有没有过这样的呼吸
幸福啊 只要一个眼神的交集 我们拥抱着刺激 我们渴望着相遇
Fly Away 无穷无尽是你深邃的眼睛
看着你 就可以让我茫茫人海里感到安定
Fly Away 当我不顾一切无止尽追寻
有一个人 有一颗心 早已经默默之中在那里
Fly Away 无穷无尽是你深邃的眼睛
看着你 就可以让我茫茫人海里感到安定
Fly Away 当我不顾一切无止尽追寻
有一个人 有一颗心 早已经默默之中在那里
Fly Away 当我不顾一切无止尽追寻
是你的人 是你的心 日日夜夜陪我在这里
[ Fly Away - 梁静茹 ]
Splitting headache on the bus back home, think I'm too tired out physically (thanks to PE) and mentally, and it's only the second week of term 2....
Thursday, March 30, 2006
Wednesday, March 29, 2006
Watched V for vendetta yest... crazy plan after chem S, actually wanted to watch on fri but realised the movie was closing on wed. Anw, it was stunningly awesome, those kind of movies tht just blows u off ur feet. The movie was like this huge metaphor and it does not explicitly state any meaning, leaving it up to one's interpretation, which was what i liked. ha.. reached home at 10+ after the movie and guess what, i reached home at 10+ todae too due to CO night prac. lol, no time to change bg song, so just continue listening... It's actually not a "mourning" song u would realise if u took time to sit and listen, more of hope?...
Saturday, March 25, 2006
CT 1 is over... The bg music u hear now is to mourn for the loss of the march hols and our poor showing at the CT. lol, no lar... It's from the soundtrack of titanic, a song called "Hymn to the Sea". I like the flute and bagpipes part, they blend so well together, fading in and out so naturally to bring out the feel of the melody...
After chem on thurs, went down to marche at heeren with the 2B ppl, 9 of us in total.. ha, long time since we had so many ppl.. lol, basically made a lot of noise and someone wanted to burn marche down for reasons too sensitive to quote. After dinner, we walked down to taka's macs for 'deserts'. Strange ppl we are, after spending so much on food, we are like grabbing 1 dollar coke and ice cream cones. talked some more at mac b4 leaving close to 9 coz the ppl from other jcs have sch the next day. lol.
On fri, went for 6A class outing at Jurong East. Somehow or rather, though i need to travel the furthest distance to get there, i was amongst the few tht were punctual or on time. lol. Okae... so we went ice-skating first, which was quite fun once u get the hang of it. ha, but i took bout an hour to.... Next, we went k-box from 2-7pm. Duly entertained by the clowns in the class as usual... lol, but it was still an enjoyable experience lar. Then, we went for dinner at the food court b4 I started on my journey across the island again.
Todae, had CO in the morning, and NUS brigde open in the afternoon. It was nice to have CO prac again, but i'm losing my touch already.. sighz.. need to train up again... Went for lunch at S11 b4 going down to Clementi to meet the rest of the team going for the tourney. Playing pairs MPs with so many ppl was an interesting experience, me and xl ended up above average, 32th out of 66 pairs, which was a reasonably good score considering tht adult pairs were playing too and we were the 2nd highest rj pair already. lol, we were above steve robinson (a pro angmoh) and his partner at half-time by around 10 places and he leapfrog-ed us at the end to 9th position. tht's so pro lar...
Term 2's starting officially soon, in like a day. Tht means the countdown timer's ticking will get louder and louder by the day. It would be CO intensive for the 6 weeks to come and i would urge all CO members reading to really put everything u have into the upcoming concert. How much u invest will determine how much u take away. The people, the music. The two most important factors of CO. Make sure u keep in touch with both. ppl often forget the music part though, they forget tht as part of a CO, they are servants of music like all other musicians, and hence have a part in promoting and showcasing the music tht they uphold (in this case, Chinese Classical). So reach deep insde and find tht motivation. Feel the passion flowing through the blood. Burning oneself to light up others and through this noble spirit of sacrifice, find ur happiness defined in your own terms..
Fly away, 无穷无尽是你深邃的眼睛, 看着你, 就可以让我茫茫人海里感到安定...
woot.. wat a nice song... will put it up when i feel tht the "mourning" is enough? lol
Am I caring too much?... or too little? I seriously dun knoe....
After chem on thurs, went down to marche at heeren with the 2B ppl, 9 of us in total.. ha, long time since we had so many ppl.. lol, basically made a lot of noise and someone wanted to burn marche down for reasons too sensitive to quote. After dinner, we walked down to taka's macs for 'deserts'. Strange ppl we are, after spending so much on food, we are like grabbing 1 dollar coke and ice cream cones. talked some more at mac b4 leaving close to 9 coz the ppl from other jcs have sch the next day. lol.
On fri, went for 6A class outing at Jurong East. Somehow or rather, though i need to travel the furthest distance to get there, i was amongst the few tht were punctual or on time. lol. Okae... so we went ice-skating first, which was quite fun once u get the hang of it. ha, but i took bout an hour to.... Next, we went k-box from 2-7pm. Duly entertained by the clowns in the class as usual... lol, but it was still an enjoyable experience lar. Then, we went for dinner at the food court b4 I started on my journey across the island again.
Todae, had CO in the morning, and NUS brigde open in the afternoon. It was nice to have CO prac again, but i'm losing my touch already.. sighz.. need to train up again... Went for lunch at S11 b4 going down to Clementi to meet the rest of the team going for the tourney. Playing pairs MPs with so many ppl was an interesting experience, me and xl ended up above average, 32th out of 66 pairs, which was a reasonably good score considering tht adult pairs were playing too and we were the 2nd highest rj pair already. lol, we were above steve robinson (a pro angmoh) and his partner at half-time by around 10 places and he leapfrog-ed us at the end to 9th position. tht's so pro lar...
Term 2's starting officially soon, in like a day. Tht means the countdown timer's ticking will get louder and louder by the day. It would be CO intensive for the 6 weeks to come and i would urge all CO members reading to really put everything u have into the upcoming concert. How much u invest will determine how much u take away. The people, the music. The two most important factors of CO. Make sure u keep in touch with both. ppl often forget the music part though, they forget tht as part of a CO, they are servants of music like all other musicians, and hence have a part in promoting and showcasing the music tht they uphold (in this case, Chinese Classical). So reach deep insde and find tht motivation. Feel the passion flowing through the blood. Burning oneself to light up others and through this noble spirit of sacrifice, find ur happiness defined in your own terms..
Fly away, 无穷无尽是你深邃的眼睛, 看着你, 就可以让我茫茫人海里感到安定...
woot.. wat a nice song... will put it up when i feel tht the "mourning" is enough? lol
Am I caring too much?... or too little? I seriously dun knoe....
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
Campus Superstar results left a revolting feeling in my stomach, it grossly reminded me of market failure which was in econs case study. CTs are revolting too. Spotted the correct topic for econs essay, but made a concept error halfway and had to rewrite part(b). Maths seemed to be a killer, but realised that it was all so simple after the paper. Mediocrity sucks, u have to be outstanding, whether in positive or negative sense doesn't matter, else u will be marginalised...
Sunday, March 12, 2006
CO camp ended last night at about 9.30pm, reached home about 11pm... Unpacked a little, went online and soon become too tired to hold out any longer. Slept at 12 mn and woke up todae at 11am, ate breakfast, decided I was too tired to go NUS or anywhere and went back to sleep again, this time, waking only at 2+pm. Wah... More than 12 hours (half of todae) was spent sleeping...
Rewind to wed. Had GP common test on tht day. The sch decided to still have lessons in the morning, which means tht most of us were quite sleepy when we went in for the paper. When it finally ended at 5pm, think most ppl were relieved tht it's all over despite it being a killer paper. Went out with CO ppl after the paper to apparently buy camp stuff, but after walking around J8 and some enquiry, realised tht the items we were looking for (taplights as we call them) were extremely rare, only the DIY shop managed to produce a specimen and it was the only one left. So, as it was kwan's birthday and camp was in 2 days, we decided to convert it into a outing + comm meeting. Went to food court for dinner, b4 heading to Haagen-Dazs to treat the birthday girl to ice-cream. We sat there for quite long, chatting and discussing camp details. It seems to me that CO ppl have a unique sense of humour, every time we get together, there seems to be an endless supply of jokes that only we can understand. After a while, we decided that we have been occupying the seats for too long and shifted the discussion to the playground. Ended at about 9 and i reached home at 10+...
Thurs was IHC closing ceremony, Buckle-Buckley won the championship. Finally, after a 5 years wait. The closest we ever got was in sec 1 when we got 2nd. It was quite cool seeing buckley flags and a banner declaring us champions lining the glass panels above the assembly area, gives a kind of Hogwarts feel, where the champion house colours are flown at the year-end feast. Sch hours were routine, went out with the class for lunch at Pasta b4 returning to sch to work on clue-setting for the camp, physics S and band concert. Physics S was eventually cancelled last minute, leaving many students shaking their fists at a piece of paper outside the LT. Band concert was okay, just tht i felt that they were unprepeared for the concert. The PAC acoustics obviously did not help them. I was quite impressed with the clarinets playing the violin accompaniment part for E.T. though. They played tong hua (fairytale) as well, one of the few pieces that night tht the band played with full conviction. The percussion item was a cool concept that worked quite well, cept tht boon's playing jammed in the middle of his solo. Concert ended at 9.30, reached home bout 11...
Fri, the start of the much awaited camp. Ended sch at 1, went to catch some sleep at the lib b4 going out for lunch. Came back to sch for bridge and left at around 5 for the camp. Started preparing for station games while the rest of the CO watched Drumline in the LT. Watched tht movie twice already, and the most memorable quote for me is not "one band, one sound", rather it was the conductor words to his perc SL, "I said u will have no problem leading ur section, coz u love the sound of ur section much more than the sound of ur own drum, but i'm not so sure about that now" Important lesson there...
After the movie was dinner and afer tht night trail started, basically a cross-breed btw treasure hunt and station games. Some of the clues were simply classic, i'll put a few here as samples.
Clue: When are u an economist and an artist at the same time?
Answer: ATM machine (u draw money)
Clue: (Physchological help) [to get on a vehicle]
Answer: Council Board
Clue: Drum! Tone! Monochrome!
Answer: Photocopy shop as the photocopy machine contains a drum, has tone and prints monochrome...
Night trail was basically a sucess, thanks to the enthu participation of the members. I was manning the web game and it was great fun and bonding to see the members helping and supporting each other as they try to carry ppl across the highest hole in the web to earn the extra bonus. The whole thing ended at about 10.30pm, then it was shower time and we chatted and played cards in the 6th floor classrooms till 2am b4 the teachers came to force us to sleep.
Woke up the next day at about 6am, nothing to do and so i went to walk around the sch. The sch seems so much more nicer when it's quiet. Walked all the way to the 7th floor of block E to witness first light. ha, think it would the only time i would be in sch at such early hours. The first event on sat was captain's ball. The comm formed a team to play against the rest as well and we whooped them all, cept for against 1 team where we were actually 1 down b4 weixiong passed me 2 balls from half court in the last min of play. Next was breakfast and sectionals followed. The RG ppl and 1 RI guy came down to prac with us. Percussion item for the concert is churning out quite smoothly i think, cept for the memorising of scores part. Lunch was next and we had section items in the afternoon. A good mix of programmes were performed i must say, though special mention must go to xianyue's "SHE and the carebears" A highly entertaining piece but would be given R21 rating due to its "artistic" value. huiling^2 performace as Dr Evil and "minikwan" seems to tie in with their personalities perfectly, though i never knew mini-me hopped around, so i guess it's an attempt to emphasize on her height or the lack of it. jj, kb and xiaole's performace as SHE might have given the real trio a run for their money but at the same time, it also gave the real SHE fans a real big nightmare. The storyline was ridiculous but the script was so corny tht nobody cared. lol.
The final event of the camp was night dazu the was supposed to be held at the tracks, but due to rain, it was shifted indoors instead. For the 1st hour, i was napping away as there was nothing much to play. Then, when 8pm came, we gave out the light sticks and switched off the lights. The light sticks were not bright enough for us to see the scores so we tied it to our instruments and made accessories out of them instead. Then we tried playing yin yue hui xu qu. I tied light sticks to my mallets and they look so cool when i use them to play... The atmosphere was also very nice and relaxing, a totally cool experience. The teachers were rather amused when they came around and saw what we were doing. With tht, we ended camp on a high note and i must say tht i will cherish the memories gained. For the RI ppl, we have been wanting to organise a camp since sec3, and finally we did 1 in J2. Not an amazing feat, but a memorable experience. Thanks to everyone who made the camp possible.
Wat a long entry... hmm... holidays are here, CTs are in a weeks time.. Time to mug!.. Guang Liang's new album is out, but here's an old song of his...
当你看着我
我没有开口
已被你猜透
还是没把握
还是没有符合
你的要求
是我自己想得太多
还是你也在闪躲
如果真的选择是我
我鼓起勇气去接受
不知不觉让视线开始闪烁
喔 第一次我
说爱你的时候
呼吸难过
心不停地颤抖
喔 第一次我
牵起你的双手
失去方向
不知该往那儿走
那是一起相爱的理由(对我) 那是一起厮守
喔 第一次吻
你深深的酒涡
想要清醒却冲昏了头
喔 第一次你
躺在我的胸口
二十四小时没有分开过
那是第一次知道 天长地久
感觉你属于我
感觉你的眼眸
第一次就决定
决不会错
[光良- 第一次]
Rewind to wed. Had GP common test on tht day. The sch decided to still have lessons in the morning, which means tht most of us were quite sleepy when we went in for the paper. When it finally ended at 5pm, think most ppl were relieved tht it's all over despite it being a killer paper. Went out with CO ppl after the paper to apparently buy camp stuff, but after walking around J8 and some enquiry, realised tht the items we were looking for (taplights as we call them) were extremely rare, only the DIY shop managed to produce a specimen and it was the only one left. So, as it was kwan's birthday and camp was in 2 days, we decided to convert it into a outing + comm meeting. Went to food court for dinner, b4 heading to Haagen-Dazs to treat the birthday girl to ice-cream. We sat there for quite long, chatting and discussing camp details. It seems to me that CO ppl have a unique sense of humour, every time we get together, there seems to be an endless supply of jokes that only we can understand. After a while, we decided that we have been occupying the seats for too long and shifted the discussion to the playground. Ended at about 9 and i reached home at 10+...
Thurs was IHC closing ceremony, Buckle-Buckley won the championship. Finally, after a 5 years wait. The closest we ever got was in sec 1 when we got 2nd. It was quite cool seeing buckley flags and a banner declaring us champions lining the glass panels above the assembly area, gives a kind of Hogwarts feel, where the champion house colours are flown at the year-end feast. Sch hours were routine, went out with the class for lunch at Pasta b4 returning to sch to work on clue-setting for the camp, physics S and band concert. Physics S was eventually cancelled last minute, leaving many students shaking their fists at a piece of paper outside the LT. Band concert was okay, just tht i felt that they were unprepeared for the concert. The PAC acoustics obviously did not help them. I was quite impressed with the clarinets playing the violin accompaniment part for E.T. though. They played tong hua (fairytale) as well, one of the few pieces that night tht the band played with full conviction. The percussion item was a cool concept that worked quite well, cept tht boon's playing jammed in the middle of his solo. Concert ended at 9.30, reached home bout 11...
Fri, the start of the much awaited camp. Ended sch at 1, went to catch some sleep at the lib b4 going out for lunch. Came back to sch for bridge and left at around 5 for the camp. Started preparing for station games while the rest of the CO watched Drumline in the LT. Watched tht movie twice already, and the most memorable quote for me is not "one band, one sound", rather it was the conductor words to his perc SL, "I said u will have no problem leading ur section, coz u love the sound of ur section much more than the sound of ur own drum, but i'm not so sure about that now" Important lesson there...
After the movie was dinner and afer tht night trail started, basically a cross-breed btw treasure hunt and station games. Some of the clues were simply classic, i'll put a few here as samples.
Clue: When are u an economist and an artist at the same time?
Answer: ATM machine (u draw money)
Clue: (Physchological help) [to get on a vehicle]
Answer: Council Board
Clue: Drum! Tone! Monochrome!
Answer: Photocopy shop as the photocopy machine contains a drum, has tone and prints monochrome...
Night trail was basically a sucess, thanks to the enthu participation of the members. I was manning the web game and it was great fun and bonding to see the members helping and supporting each other as they try to carry ppl across the highest hole in the web to earn the extra bonus. The whole thing ended at about 10.30pm, then it was shower time and we chatted and played cards in the 6th floor classrooms till 2am b4 the teachers came to force us to sleep.
Woke up the next day at about 6am, nothing to do and so i went to walk around the sch. The sch seems so much more nicer when it's quiet. Walked all the way to the 7th floor of block E to witness first light. ha, think it would the only time i would be in sch at such early hours. The first event on sat was captain's ball. The comm formed a team to play against the rest as well and we whooped them all, cept for against 1 team where we were actually 1 down b4 weixiong passed me 2 balls from half court in the last min of play. Next was breakfast and sectionals followed. The RG ppl and 1 RI guy came down to prac with us. Percussion item for the concert is churning out quite smoothly i think, cept for the memorising of scores part. Lunch was next and we had section items in the afternoon. A good mix of programmes were performed i must say, though special mention must go to xianyue's "SHE and the carebears" A highly entertaining piece but would be given R21 rating due to its "artistic" value. huiling^2 performace as Dr Evil and "minikwan" seems to tie in with their personalities perfectly, though i never knew mini-me hopped around, so i guess it's an attempt to emphasize on her height or the lack of it. jj, kb and xiaole's performace as SHE might have given the real trio a run for their money but at the same time, it also gave the real SHE fans a real big nightmare. The storyline was ridiculous but the script was so corny tht nobody cared. lol.
The final event of the camp was night dazu the was supposed to be held at the tracks, but due to rain, it was shifted indoors instead. For the 1st hour, i was napping away as there was nothing much to play. Then, when 8pm came, we gave out the light sticks and switched off the lights. The light sticks were not bright enough for us to see the scores so we tied it to our instruments and made accessories out of them instead. Then we tried playing yin yue hui xu qu. I tied light sticks to my mallets and they look so cool when i use them to play... The atmosphere was also very nice and relaxing, a totally cool experience. The teachers were rather amused when they came around and saw what we were doing. With tht, we ended camp on a high note and i must say tht i will cherish the memories gained. For the RI ppl, we have been wanting to organise a camp since sec3, and finally we did 1 in J2. Not an amazing feat, but a memorable experience. Thanks to everyone who made the camp possible.
Wat a long entry... hmm... holidays are here, CTs are in a weeks time.. Time to mug!.. Guang Liang's new album is out, but here's an old song of his...
当你看着我
我没有开口
已被你猜透
还是没把握
还是没有符合
你的要求
是我自己想得太多
还是你也在闪躲
如果真的选择是我
我鼓起勇气去接受
不知不觉让视线开始闪烁
喔 第一次我
说爱你的时候
呼吸难过
心不停地颤抖
喔 第一次我
牵起你的双手
失去方向
不知该往那儿走
那是一起相爱的理由(对我) 那是一起厮守
喔 第一次吻
你深深的酒涡
想要清醒却冲昏了头
喔 第一次你
躺在我的胸口
二十四小时没有分开过
那是第一次知道 天长地久
感觉你属于我
感觉你的眼眸
第一次就决定
决不会错
[光良- 第一次]
Sunday, March 05, 2006
hmm.... by conincidence, channel 5 just showed moulin rouge and i watched it again... ha, completely unproductive this weekend due to some unforseen circumstances and in general suffering a burn out. GP common test is 3 days time, CO camp in 5 days time, March holidays in 6 days time, common tests in 15 days time, end of common tests in 19 days time, CO concert in 2 months 2 days time... and so on..
9 weeks in JC2 passed by in a flash, considering that after june we would all be mugging our brains out, that leaves 11 short weeks of sch as a JC2 student. I still remember after CO concert last yr, there was just tht sinking feeling, i believe it'll be the same this year, just that i would already have learnt to treasure everything b4 tht moment comes more...
9 weeks in JC2 passed by in a flash, considering that after june we would all be mugging our brains out, that leaves 11 short weeks of sch as a JC2 student. I still remember after CO concert last yr, there was just tht sinking feeling, i believe it'll be the same this year, just that i would already have learnt to treasure everything b4 tht moment comes more...
Thursday, March 02, 2006
ha... http://kevan.org/johari?name=Ziming Since everyone's getting one, i've decided to get one too. So, if u happen to have time on ur hands, can go do :)
Watched Moulin Rouge during civics elective todae, reminded me of a quite old song tht is damn nice....
Never knew I could feel like this
Like I've never seen the sky before
Want to vanish inside your kiss
Everyday I love you more and more
Listen to my heart, can you hear it sings
Telling me to give you everything
Seasons may change winter to spring
But I love you until the end of time
Come what may, come what may
I will love you until my dying day
Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste
It all revolves around you
And there's no mountain too high no river too wide
Sing out this song and I'll be there by your side
Storm clouds may gather and stars may collide
But I love you until the end of time
Come what may, come what may
I will love you until my dying day
Oh come what may, come what may
I will love you
Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place...
Come what may, come what may
I will love you until my dying day
[Come What May- Nicole Kidman and Ewan McGregor (from the OST of Moulin Rouge)]
Moulin Rouge was released in 2001, 5 years ago. The lyrics and music doesn't seem to mean so much then, i guess tht's what u call growing up... Ending off this short post with a quote from the movie,
"The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return"
Watched Moulin Rouge during civics elective todae, reminded me of a quite old song tht is damn nice....
Never knew I could feel like this
Like I've never seen the sky before
Want to vanish inside your kiss
Everyday I love you more and more
Listen to my heart, can you hear it sings
Telling me to give you everything
Seasons may change winter to spring
But I love you until the end of time
Come what may, come what may
I will love you until my dying day
Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste
It all revolves around you
And there's no mountain too high no river too wide
Sing out this song and I'll be there by your side
Storm clouds may gather and stars may collide
But I love you until the end of time
Come what may, come what may
I will love you until my dying day
Oh come what may, come what may
I will love you
Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place...
Come what may, come what may
I will love you until my dying day
[Come What May- Nicole Kidman and Ewan McGregor (from the OST of Moulin Rouge)]
Moulin Rouge was released in 2001, 5 years ago. The lyrics and music doesn't seem to mean so much then, i guess tht's what u call growing up... Ending off this short post with a quote from the movie,
"The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return"
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