Reality struck me today....I did not have the courage to know the truth...Perhaps thts why I'm avoiding... to deceive myself so that I do not crumble....

CNY approaching in an hour.... Looking forward to break away from the shackles of sch life. Performed for celebrations todae....quite crappy... when we did not intend to screw up, we did and vice versa...lol... but well, at least tht marks the first performance with RJCO... After tht went to lao yu sheng with my class b4 heading to RI to find some teachers. It's amazing how the festive season can affect our emotional state... Just had reunion dinner a few hours ago... and waiting for tmr to come now:)