Monday, March 16, 2009
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
Strawberry Ice Cream =)
So she said what's the problem baby
What's the problem I don't know
Well maybe I'm in love (love)
Think about it every time
I think about it
Can't stop thinking 'bout it
How much longer will it take to cure this
Just to cure it cause I can't ignore it if it's love (love)
Makes me wanna turn around and face me but I don't know nothing 'bout love
Come on, come on
Turn a little faster
Come on, come on
The world will follow after
Come on, come on
Cause everybody's after love
So I said I'm a snowball running
Running down into the spring that's coming all this love
Melting under blue skies
Belting out sunlight
Shimmering love
Well baby I surrender
To the strawberry ice cream
Never ever end of all this love
Well I didn't mean to do it
But there's no escaping your love
These lines of lightning
Mean we're never alone,
Never alone, no, no
Come on, Come on
Move a little closer
Come on, Come on
I want to hear you whisper
Come on, Come on
Settle down inside my love
Come on, come on
Jump a little higher
Come on, come on
If you feel a little lighter
Come on, come on
We were once
Upon a time in love
We're accidentally in love
Accidentally in love [x7]
Accidentally
I'm In Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
Accidentally [x2]
Come on, come on
Spin a little tighter
Come on, come on
And the world's a little brighter
Come on, come on
Just get yourself inside her
Love ...I'm in love
[Counting Crows - Accidentally in Love]
What's the problem I don't know
Well maybe I'm in love (love)
Think about it every time
I think about it
Can't stop thinking 'bout it
How much longer will it take to cure this
Just to cure it cause I can't ignore it if it's love (love)
Makes me wanna turn around and face me but I don't know nothing 'bout love
Come on, come on
Turn a little faster
Come on, come on
The world will follow after
Come on, come on
Cause everybody's after love
So I said I'm a snowball running
Running down into the spring that's coming all this love
Melting under blue skies
Belting out sunlight
Shimmering love
Well baby I surrender
To the strawberry ice cream
Never ever end of all this love
Well I didn't mean to do it
But there's no escaping your love
These lines of lightning
Mean we're never alone,
Never alone, no, no
Come on, Come on
Move a little closer
Come on, Come on
I want to hear you whisper
Come on, Come on
Settle down inside my love
Come on, come on
Jump a little higher
Come on, come on
If you feel a little lighter
Come on, come on
We were once
Upon a time in love
We're accidentally in love
Accidentally in love [x7]
Accidentally
I'm In Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
Accidentally [x2]
Come on, come on
Spin a little tighter
Come on, come on
And the world's a little brighter
Come on, come on
Just get yourself inside her
Love ...I'm in love
[Counting Crows - Accidentally in Love]
Yay! This song is my favorite now cos of the strawberry ice cream in it =P haha...... Taken from the OST of shrek 2.... this song is amazingly infectious.... lol
Wednesday, March 04, 2009
Regret
" "Mr Whittier was right," says Mrs Clark, looking around. "We do create the drama that fills up our life."
Mrs. Clark says, Sometimes it seems that we spend the first half of our lives looking for some disaster. And she looks down at her straight-out chest - a look made almost impossible by her enhanced lips. As young people, she says, we want something to slow us down and keep us trapped in one place long enough to look below the surface of the world. That disaster is a car crash or a war. To make us sit still. It can be getting cancer or pregnant. The important part is how it seems to catch us by surprise. That disaster stops us from living the life we'd planned as children - a life of constant dashing around.
"We still create the drama and pain we need." says Mrs Clark. "but this first disaster is a vaccinationm, an inoculation."
Your whole life, she says, you're searching for disaster - you're auditioning disasters - so that you'll be well rehearsed when the ultimate disaster finallly arrives.
"For when you die," Mrs. Clark says.
That's her theory. The Mrs. Clark extension to the theory of Mr Whittier.
We have pain and hate and love and joy and war in the world because we want them. And we want all that drama to prepare us for the test of facing death, someday. "
" Mrs Clark says, sometimes when the police find a shallow grave or the dumped body of a murder victim, the detective will hide a microphone there. It's standard procedure.
She nods at the Earl of Slander, at the tape recorder in his pocket.
The police will hide nearby, and listen for days and weeks. Because almost always the killer will come back and talk to the victim. Pretty much always. We need to tell the story of our life to someone, and the killer can only discuss his crime with a person who won't punish him. His prey.
Even a killer needs to talk, to tell his life story, so bad he'll come and sit beside a grave or a rotting body and just blab, blab, blab at it for hours. Until he makes sense. Until the killer can convince himself with the story of his new reality. The reality that - he was right.
That's why the police wait."
" This is all a flashback now, but it was Nelson who'd looked at their savings account. It was him who said the only way they could afford to have a baby is by making an adult video.
"One day," Mrs. Clark says, "this will happen to you, and in just that one second your life will feel about one hundred years too long..."
On their fifth day of lying in bed, they'd swear they'd been alive forever. Lying in bed day after day is probably how it feels to be a vampire. Imagine being alive for thousands of years and you keep making the same stupid mistake. Just for thousands of years you keep going to bars and clubs and you think you're having a great time. You imagine you're the centre of attention. you have a husband you think is handsome. You think you're both such enitrely hot shit.
The Clarks thought a lot of couples got rich by making adult movies. The home-video industry is only popular because video porn created the demand. Couples all except them were making extra money in their spare time. Other married couples weren't just wasting their sex, unwatched, unappreciated by strangers. First, they'd rent a camera and the editing deck. They's find a distributor for the movie. Since they were married, Nelson said, it wouldn't even be a sin.
Now it doesn't make sense to get out of bed and erase the videotape. That would be like breaking a mirror for showing you the truth. Like killing the bearer of bad news.
"Just laying in bed day after day," Mrs Clark says, "you realize it's not the wooden stakes that kills vampires." It's all the emotional baggage and letdowns they have to carry around for century after century.
You want to think you're getting funnier and smarter all the time. As long as you're making an effort, you're headed for that Big Win. That's how you'd feel as a vampire for maybe the first couple hundred years. After that, all you have is the same failed relationship multiplied by two hundred.
So what."
Excerpts from Haunted by Chuck Palahniuk
Mado no soto no keshiki utsurikawatte
The scenery outside the window changes with time
Kisetsu made ga atashi wo oiteku
Even the season are leaving me behind
Dare yori chikaku ni ite fuan no tane ni
Closer to you than anyone else because of my insecurity
Doushite ano toki kizukenakatta?
Why didn't I realize it at that time?
Anata no sugata ga mienakunaru mae ni
Your figure slipped out of sight before me
Tatta no tatta ichigon [ikanai de] ga ienakatta
I didn't say the only, single thing I wanted to "Don't leave me."
Anata ga shiawase nara sorede ii nante zettai ni ienai
I can never say "If you're happy, then it's all right,"
Neji magatta konna kokoro ga doushiyou mo nai kurai atashi ha kirai
A twisted, crooked heart like this; I hate it so much I don't know what to do
Tanjoubi ni moratta inisharuringu
The initial ring I received on my birthday
Omoidaseba tsurai dake nano ni
Remembering only makes me painful but
Imasara wakatta no ha omou ijou ni
What I finally realized is that I relied
Anata wo hitsuyou to shiteta koto
On you more than I thought
Futari de kizuita jikan sae kowasu youni
As if to even destroy the times spent together
Kokoto to urahara ni detekita kotoba ajiki nai sayonara
The words that came out contrary to my heart was a good-bye in vain
Anata ga sugoku koukai suru sonna hi ga kuru koto nozonderu
I'm wishing that a day when you'll greatly regret will come
Ijiwaru de minikui kokoro ga kinou yori mo motto atashi ha kirai
I hate this mean and ugly heart more than yesterday
Anata ga shiawase nara sorede ii nante zettai ni ienai
I can never say that it's fine as long as you're happy
Neji magatta konna kokoro ga doushiyou mo nai kurai atashi ha kirai
I can't help but to hate this twisted heart
Anata ga sugoku koukai suru sonna hi ga kuru koto nozonderu
I'm wishing that a day when you'll greatly regret will come
Ijiwaru de minikui kokoro ga kinou yori mo motto atashi ha kirai
I hate this mean and ugly heart more than yesterday
[Regret - Hoshimura Mai]
I can never say that it's fine as long as you're happy.....
I wish i could say that... at that that would mean that i'm still normal... But it's not about me, my mind screams... I hate to admit this, but i guess i really don't know you anymore. 为什么让你快乐地笑，伤心地哭的人不是我？... I'm passed that stage alr i guess. It seems like the only way to contribute to your happiness would be through my insignificance. Every ounce of logic in me tells me it's all you, and even if you choose to torch this heart inside out, you have every single fucking right to do so.... and i'll continue to be that insignificant me.... So i guess that's it? There's nothing left for me to say. This is the end i guess. Welcome to reality...
Mrs. Clark says, Sometimes it seems that we spend the first half of our lives looking for some disaster. And she looks down at her straight-out chest - a look made almost impossible by her enhanced lips. As young people, she says, we want something to slow us down and keep us trapped in one place long enough to look below the surface of the world. That disaster is a car crash or a war. To make us sit still. It can be getting cancer or pregnant. The important part is how it seems to catch us by surprise. That disaster stops us from living the life we'd planned as children - a life of constant dashing around.
"We still create the drama and pain we need." says Mrs Clark. "but this first disaster is a vaccinationm, an inoculation."
Your whole life, she says, you're searching for disaster - you're auditioning disasters - so that you'll be well rehearsed when the ultimate disaster finallly arrives.
"For when you die," Mrs. Clark says.
That's her theory. The Mrs. Clark extension to the theory of Mr Whittier.
We have pain and hate and love and joy and war in the world because we want them. And we want all that drama to prepare us for the test of facing death, someday. "
" Mrs Clark says, sometimes when the police find a shallow grave or the dumped body of a murder victim, the detective will hide a microphone there. It's standard procedure.
She nods at the Earl of Slander, at the tape recorder in his pocket.
The police will hide nearby, and listen for days and weeks. Because almost always the killer will come back and talk to the victim. Pretty much always. We need to tell the story of our life to someone, and the killer can only discuss his crime with a person who won't punish him. His prey.
Even a killer needs to talk, to tell his life story, so bad he'll come and sit beside a grave or a rotting body and just blab, blab, blab at it for hours. Until he makes sense. Until the killer can convince himself with the story of his new reality. The reality that - he was right.
That's why the police wait."
" This is all a flashback now, but it was Nelson who'd looked at their savings account. It was him who said the only way they could afford to have a baby is by making an adult video.
"One day," Mrs. Clark says, "this will happen to you, and in just that one second your life will feel about one hundred years too long..."
On their fifth day of lying in bed, they'd swear they'd been alive forever. Lying in bed day after day is probably how it feels to be a vampire. Imagine being alive for thousands of years and you keep making the same stupid mistake. Just for thousands of years you keep going to bars and clubs and you think you're having a great time. You imagine you're the centre of attention. you have a husband you think is handsome. You think you're both such enitrely hot shit.
The Clarks thought a lot of couples got rich by making adult movies. The home-video industry is only popular because video porn created the demand. Couples all except them were making extra money in their spare time. Other married couples weren't just wasting their sex, unwatched, unappreciated by strangers. First, they'd rent a camera and the editing deck. They's find a distributor for the movie. Since they were married, Nelson said, it wouldn't even be a sin.
Now it doesn't make sense to get out of bed and erase the videotape. That would be like breaking a mirror for showing you the truth. Like killing the bearer of bad news.
"Just laying in bed day after day," Mrs Clark says, "you realize it's not the wooden stakes that kills vampires." It's all the emotional baggage and letdowns they have to carry around for century after century.
You want to think you're getting funnier and smarter all the time. As long as you're making an effort, you're headed for that Big Win. That's how you'd feel as a vampire for maybe the first couple hundred years. After that, all you have is the same failed relationship multiplied by two hundred.
So what."
Excerpts from Haunted by Chuck Palahniuk
Mado no soto no keshiki utsurikawatte
The scenery outside the window changes with time
Kisetsu made ga atashi wo oiteku
Even the season are leaving me behind
Dare yori chikaku ni ite fuan no tane ni
Closer to you than anyone else because of my insecurity
Doushite ano toki kizukenakatta?
Why didn't I realize it at that time?
Anata no sugata ga mienakunaru mae ni
Your figure slipped out of sight before me
Tatta no tatta ichigon [ikanai de] ga ienakatta
I didn't say the only, single thing I wanted to "Don't leave me."
Anata ga shiawase nara sorede ii nante zettai ni ienai
I can never say "If you're happy, then it's all right,"
Neji magatta konna kokoro ga doushiyou mo nai kurai atashi ha kirai
A twisted, crooked heart like this; I hate it so much I don't know what to do
Tanjoubi ni moratta inisharuringu
The initial ring I received on my birthday
Omoidaseba tsurai dake nano ni
Remembering only makes me painful but
Imasara wakatta no ha omou ijou ni
What I finally realized is that I relied
Anata wo hitsuyou to shiteta koto
On you more than I thought
Futari de kizuita jikan sae kowasu youni
As if to even destroy the times spent together
Kokoto to urahara ni detekita kotoba ajiki nai sayonara
The words that came out contrary to my heart was a good-bye in vain
Anata ga sugoku koukai suru sonna hi ga kuru koto nozonderu
I'm wishing that a day when you'll greatly regret will come
Ijiwaru de minikui kokoro ga kinou yori mo motto atashi ha kirai
I hate this mean and ugly heart more than yesterday
Anata ga shiawase nara sorede ii nante zettai ni ienai
I can never say that it's fine as long as you're happy
Neji magatta konna kokoro ga doushiyou mo nai kurai atashi ha kirai
I can't help but to hate this twisted heart
Anata ga sugoku koukai suru sonna hi ga kuru koto nozonderu
I'm wishing that a day when you'll greatly regret will come
Ijiwaru de minikui kokoro ga kinou yori mo motto atashi ha kirai
I hate this mean and ugly heart more than yesterday
[Regret - Hoshimura Mai]
I can never say that it's fine as long as you're happy.....
I wish i could say that... at that that would mean that i'm still normal... But it's not about me, my mind screams... I hate to admit this, but i guess i really don't know you anymore. 为什么让你快乐地笑，伤心地哭的人不是我？... I'm passed that stage alr i guess. It seems like the only way to contribute to your happiness would be through my insignificance. Every ounce of logic in me tells me it's all you, and even if you choose to torch this heart inside out, you have every single fucking right to do so.... and i'll continue to be that insignificant me.... So i guess that's it? There's nothing left for me to say. This is the end i guess. Welcome to reality...
Monday, March 02, 2009
Running on empty....
i decided that my posts now will include a title! okay... at least for this post... haha... completed newton active run (10km) this morning in 1hr exactly. Not exactly a fantastic timing, not even near the guards passing standard of 50mins lar... lolz.. however, considering what i've been doing the past few days, it's certainly an achievement that i managed to even finish it. let's start on fri, fri was umay's bday celebration at orchard hotel, hotel buffet... so yah, stuffed loads into the stomach. Then I had to prepare tuition stuff when i got home and plus some random surfing here and there, i ended up sleeping at 3+am and waking up at 7am to a full day of activities. Tuition from 9-11++ (differentiation is so hard to teach o_0) went down to bishan for lunch, then alumni prac from 2-5 then bl's bday celebration thingy (steamboat, stuffed my stomach again) till late at night. Then after i got home, had to prepare tuition stuff again, so slept at 3+am once again and woke up at 6.30am this morning to run 10km at 7.30am... crazy stuff... I'm very sure i'll never try running after 2 nights of 3+4hrs sleep per day with 1 buffet+1 steamboat somemore again. Like NEVER.... lolz... which reminds me, i should go sleep like asap, b4 i become some zombie o_0
oh... i refuse to change the background song... so nice.... ---> okay... that means i know that it has been there for long and will change it SOON ... okay... but tht aside, it's really very nice, even nicer when u are playing it on guitar or piano.....
oh... i refuse to change the background song... so nice.... ---> okay... that means i know that it has been there for long and will change it SOON ... okay... but tht aside, it's really very nice, even nicer when u are playing it on guitar or piano.....
Thursday, February 26, 2009
back from another camp, this time as a belayer..... though the pay was considerably lesser, it was quite fun too. There is so much more freedom and time to talk and interact with people around, as in not the kids lar, the GIs and EFIs mainly... oh, i managed to get a chance to climb the rock wall too. so fun... hahaz... scaled it in like 30 sec :P got a cut on my elbow because of it also, one of my footing slipped on the way up, prolly cos i climbed too fast =S oh well, instructor cannot throw face mah, so many kids watching you climb... haha... the kids were so cute lar. During belaying, i'll have a belay team of kids behind me and they'll go, "instructor/cher, ur hand bleeeeeeding!" with a "are u gonna die?" face.. haha, then must go reassure them and stuff.. lolz, the only downside was tht i needed to travel all the way into campsite which is a good 45 mins bus ride from chua chu kang myself o_0 And i had to rush for tuition at upper east coast after knocking off too... Luckily, i had a fellow belayer for company when i left the campsite. Seriously, the ulu campsite is 3 hrs from my house via public transport lar o_0
Well in case you failed to notice,
In case you failed to see,
This is my heart bleeding before you,
This is me down on my knees, and...
These foolish games are tearing me apart,
Your thoughtless words are breaking my heart
You're breaking my heart
Well in case you failed to notice,
In case you failed to see,
This is my heart bleeding before you,
This is me down on my knees, and...
These foolish games are tearing me apart,
Your thoughtless words are breaking my heart
You're breaking my heart
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