Damn...O2 is bloody @#&^&$#@^(& screwed up. My tolerance just snapped todae, partially due to my lack of sleep. After assembly they called us into the indoor gym and told us to change up, I took my bag and walked towards the exit with deng and bong...A tchs guy was "guarding" the entrance, he stopped us and demanded that we leave our bags in the indoor gym. My response "Relax lar, we won't pon" sidenote-as in we'll still be in sch... and tried to walk past him. He then put out his hand and held us back. I was damn pissed.... wanted to shout smth like "Under the constitution for human rights, i demand my exit", but decided not to make a scene as there were quite a lot of ppl around. I stared him in the eye and pushed his hand away, walking off and he had to delibrately amplify his voice "wah piangz....those assholes ponning" yes i shall not censor here. Was not quite happy with his use of language and he certainly did not help in my pre-established impression of tchs guys. Decided to make my point known so I went to change up and went back on the pretext of getting my bridge partner, xl, out of the indoor gym. Went to the same exit to suan tht guy and then pon again once war games started. Sorry O2 ppl, but I'll have to add this. With this kind of ppl around organising O2, it is no wonder tht it turns out as such, you have no one to blame but urselves.
In contrast, ponning O2 and going to RI to play cards became one of my happier times of the day. Walked past Dining hall where there was 3 tables playing, then we went scouts' den to join deng and jloh. Played daidee for a hour i think, b4 they went out for lunch and I went back to join my OG, which in fact ponned the whole war games. Then went to CO room to slack off and cool off, felt much better there though I could not play with the drums coz they were having auditions. CIP was another orgainisational disaster tht i shall elaborate on. Sending 1200 ppl concentrated in a region of sg to sell keychains for 5 bucks is at most a poor imitation of the batch project we did for O1. The best thing was that I didn't even understand the purpose of the fund-raising exercise. So i went on a tour of orchard road and came back with $1.50 i think, courtesy of some kind ppl, who were willing to part with their cash for some small round sticker. Then, they had to make the 1200 of us travel to boon keng MRT in the NEL and then take a bus to the collection centre. What i would say is tht the amt of money spent on bus and mrt fares altogether would be larger than the amt collected. And yes the concert, I was at ultimate cynic mode, pissing deng off i think. But speaking the truth, it was disusting. It was obvious that they did no sound check, much less said rehearsed properly through their items. After their performance, they gave a speech and i added my comments(in brackets) "we are a performing art(u call urself a performing art, u sure?)....Dreams has provided us with a recording studio to rehearse and record(wat? u actually record tht noise? and in a recording studio? Is it worth it?) .." I usually have high respect for ppl who try to bring music into the general public but this is a total turn-off. Boon is the only drummer i've seen so far who has enough energetics to match with the guitars and no, i really mean no, singers so far could hold his or her voice in the band. 1, they do not have a voice that stands out and 2, they have little or no control over their voices. When singing becomes monotonous droning that comes on and off and screaming ending up as only a whimper, i suggest u get an instrument to play the melody. Stop trying so hard to kill off audience with a loud overbearing band with a dwarf voice, as for some songs it really sounded like some chain explosion took place in some factory or something. Either this or all mics in sg has something against RJ singers, if it is the latter, then I really have nothing to say. O2 was a disaster and if the team self-delusionally proclaim it a sucess, I again shall really have nothing to say. A perfect analogy: Mirror A looks into Mirror B and says "Wow, I'm so beautiful".
ps. This article meant no offence. If any was taken, too bad...
Thursday, March 24, 2005
Wednesday, March 23, 2005
And we will dance?
O2 became a perfect mockery of the beautifully composed batch song as jc1s of RJC todae engage in total "cold warfare" against the O2 team. The title itself-" And we will dance?" shows the irony of the situation through the addition of the question mark at the end.
0830- extreme deserters way of doing it
While the band "postponed" were playing some pop songs, the hardcore deserters stood up and openly made their way towards the exit. They strolled out at a leisurely pace, seemingly taunting the O2 team to act against them. Though the acoustics of the indoor gym were rather bad and whenever i heard the singers they were off-tune, I believe the underlying factor of them leaving is just a utter complete cynicism towards O2.
0840- Monkey see, monkey do(the follow-the-crowd mentality)
The mass movement led by the hardcore deserters was the exact motivation needed for those who had the intention but not the courage. After observing the safe departure of the deserters and the nonchalance of the O2 team(at tht time i think they were rather taken aback), a second movement was started. This time-it was a mass stampede. Ppl were rushing for the exits with cries of freedom. After a while the sitution got out of hand and the O2 team finally got their act together and prevented ppl from leaving. To me, the unintended victim of the circumstances was the unfortunate band "postponed". They were halfway through their reportoire, i think, and by leaving during a performance, it's equivalent to jeering a sportmans in his race.
0900- Dictatorship through fear and terror
Before the situation worsens as dissent is rising in the crowds who were complaining that they should be allowed to leave since ppl already left and were not stopped, an authorative figure had to come in to stabilize the situation. And boy did he stablize the situation-with excessive propaganda and threats. Starting with brainwashing techniques, he warns us in the danger of believe "legends of O2 spread by the seniors" and insisted that "O2 was compulsory". A veiled threat came in here as he said "absence would have to be explained to the CTs on Monday". Finally, to make himself seem more humane, he tries to show his reluctance (a kind of "it's not that i dun wan to let ur all go off.."thingy) by claiming his responsiblity over us during O2 and "parents expect him to be responsible". Obviously, some amongst us would disagreely fervently and say that their parents expect them to be home....
1245- And we will Rebel, Selphar Rebellion
Walking into the indoor gym after lunch proves only 2 points, that if RJ wanted to issue white slip to every jc1 that is M.I.A., they would run out of paper first, two, dictatorship failed. The remnants of cohort were a sorry sight and the majority of them began a silent protestation of them being held back against own will. The more daring of the protesters sat down right in front of the dance team and started playing cards, listening to music, sleeping. The more conservatives one were spread out at the side, talking in their groups. Their common aim: cold war tactics- total ignorance and nonchanlance. The dancers at the 2nd level were exasperated as they tried to no avail to get the majority of the ppl to start dancing. The bad sound system added to their misery and everyone just pretended not to hear or chose not hear what was being said.
1430- Storyline? What Storyline? Station games? Are u sure?
After a boring briefing on tmr's CIp project, the O2 team presented the storyline of K'predorus 2. Due to the bad sound system and my personal disinterest after tolerating 6 hrs of non-efficiency, storyline was just noise in the ears that was irritating. Storyline ended quickly and we went off for station games, by this time if u had 10 in a OG, u are considered a enthu OG...Speaks volumes eh.... Station games were like urgh..., think everyone was fed up and disgusted by the concept of O2 and we bullied Gautum into letting us exercise our human rights. A few games were rather okay and fun but by then, it was all too late....too little....
1700- Conclusion of Day 1
The first qn to ask, who is to be blame? Can we blame the O2 team? I think not. They spent great effort preparing and orgainising todae's stuff and it would be wrong for us to blame them. Instead, they need a pat on the back, for i think some of them were rather disappointed at how things turned out. So, who is to blame? If u ask me, I say its because most of the jc1s have lost their spontaneous self and become cynical and protective of opening up again. They(maybe including me) do not see the point of O2, and when a man doesn't believe in a certain cause, he would not work for it. It is a simple logic, understood by many, but the solution to this problem yet eluded many, including the elites of a top premier JC in the Bishan-Ang Mo Kio area. O2 was the best example
O2 became a perfect mockery of the beautifully composed batch song as jc1s of RJC todae engage in total "cold warfare" against the O2 team. The title itself-" And we will dance?" shows the irony of the situation through the addition of the question mark at the end.
0830- extreme deserters way of doing it
While the band "postponed" were playing some pop songs, the hardcore deserters stood up and openly made their way towards the exit. They strolled out at a leisurely pace, seemingly taunting the O2 team to act against them. Though the acoustics of the indoor gym were rather bad and whenever i heard the singers they were off-tune, I believe the underlying factor of them leaving is just a utter complete cynicism towards O2.
0840- Monkey see, monkey do(the follow-the-crowd mentality)
The mass movement led by the hardcore deserters was the exact motivation needed for those who had the intention but not the courage. After observing the safe departure of the deserters and the nonchalance of the O2 team(at tht time i think they were rather taken aback), a second movement was started. This time-it was a mass stampede. Ppl were rushing for the exits with cries of freedom. After a while the sitution got out of hand and the O2 team finally got their act together and prevented ppl from leaving. To me, the unintended victim of the circumstances was the unfortunate band "postponed". They were halfway through their reportoire, i think, and by leaving during a performance, it's equivalent to jeering a sportmans in his race.
0900- Dictatorship through fear and terror
Before the situation worsens as dissent is rising in the crowds who were complaining that they should be allowed to leave since ppl already left and were not stopped, an authorative figure had to come in to stabilize the situation. And boy did he stablize the situation-with excessive propaganda and threats. Starting with brainwashing techniques, he warns us in the danger of believe "legends of O2 spread by the seniors" and insisted that "O2 was compulsory". A veiled threat came in here as he said "absence would have to be explained to the CTs on Monday". Finally, to make himself seem more humane, he tries to show his reluctance (a kind of "it's not that i dun wan to let ur all go off.."thingy) by claiming his responsiblity over us during O2 and "parents expect him to be responsible". Obviously, some amongst us would disagreely fervently and say that their parents expect them to be home....
1245- And we will Rebel, Selphar Rebellion
Walking into the indoor gym after lunch proves only 2 points, that if RJ wanted to issue white slip to every jc1 that is M.I.A., they would run out of paper first, two, dictatorship failed. The remnants of cohort were a sorry sight and the majority of them began a silent protestation of them being held back against own will. The more daring of the protesters sat down right in front of the dance team and started playing cards, listening to music, sleeping. The more conservatives one were spread out at the side, talking in their groups. Their common aim: cold war tactics- total ignorance and nonchanlance. The dancers at the 2nd level were exasperated as they tried to no avail to get the majority of the ppl to start dancing. The bad sound system added to their misery and everyone just pretended not to hear or chose not hear what was being said.
1430- Storyline? What Storyline? Station games? Are u sure?
After a boring briefing on tmr's CIp project, the O2 team presented the storyline of K'predorus 2. Due to the bad sound system and my personal disinterest after tolerating 6 hrs of non-efficiency, storyline was just noise in the ears that was irritating. Storyline ended quickly and we went off for station games, by this time if u had 10 in a OG, u are considered a enthu OG...Speaks volumes eh.... Station games were like urgh..., think everyone was fed up and disgusted by the concept of O2 and we bullied Gautum into letting us exercise our human rights. A few games were rather okay and fun but by then, it was all too late....too little....
1700- Conclusion of Day 1
The first qn to ask, who is to be blame? Can we blame the O2 team? I think not. They spent great effort preparing and orgainising todae's stuff and it would be wrong for us to blame them. Instead, they need a pat on the back, for i think some of them were rather disappointed at how things turned out. So, who is to blame? If u ask me, I say its because most of the jc1s have lost their spontaneous self and become cynical and protective of opening up again. They(maybe including me) do not see the point of O2, and when a man doesn't believe in a certain cause, he would not work for it. It is a simple logic, understood by many, but the solution to this problem yet eluded many, including the elites of a top premier JC in the Bishan-Ang Mo Kio area. O2 was the best example
Sunday, March 20, 2005
Will do a fast update on hols here coz i still have my econs essay untouched.
Yup... i went to cine 3 times in the week and finally managed to catch Howl's moving castle on the last trip, alone. Nice movie, I quite like it though I did not really get the plot, only after the movie then i was somewhat "enlightened". lolz, the other two trips to cine was spent pooling and stoning which were fun in their own ways....
Wed co prac was sort of crappy... progress was slow and ppl weren't cooperating and lao zhou was rather pissed i think, for he had to accuse me of not playing my part in chun1. lolz, i waited 234 bars to play, u think i will forget to play. haiz... but then RJCO is really becoming RJ "hotel" a term coined by the man himself. During announcements, Alroy did a la LSH (Without the fire and weight though).... Xunqi was more blunt and direct, i guess, and more effective as long as there are no negative repercussions... as in the words said achieve a negative effect instead of its intended one.
well... i must really rush off to try finish my essay, the key word is try, for i really want to watch LOTR on TV later. Oh yeah, i changed the music, guan1 huai2 fang1 shi4 i s playing now....
Yup... i went to cine 3 times in the week and finally managed to catch Howl's moving castle on the last trip, alone. Nice movie, I quite like it though I did not really get the plot, only after the movie then i was somewhat "enlightened". lolz, the other two trips to cine was spent pooling and stoning which were fun in their own ways....
Wed co prac was sort of crappy... progress was slow and ppl weren't cooperating and lao zhou was rather pissed i think, for he had to accuse me of not playing my part in chun1. lolz, i waited 234 bars to play, u think i will forget to play. haiz... but then RJCO is really becoming RJ "hotel" a term coined by the man himself. During announcements, Alroy did a la LSH (Without the fire and weight though).... Xunqi was more blunt and direct, i guess, and more effective as long as there are no negative repercussions... as in the words said achieve a negative effect instead of its intended one.
well... i must really rush off to try finish my essay, the key word is try, for i really want to watch LOTR on TV later. Oh yeah, i changed the music, guan1 huai2 fang1 shi4 i s playing now....
Monday, March 14, 2005
Why do I care? Why invest when there are no returns? Why say yes when no is actually the correct answer? Why hold on to something so thin and fallible? To put it bluntly, why deceive yourself? Why hope for something that would never happen? Indeed, why smile when the heart is overflowing with tears?
Because of hope, because of passion, because of love... Holding strong onto our beliefs, the fire in our heart, however small, provides the driving force in our lives. Dreams, fantasy provides the balance to the harsh reality of life, an outlet for all our fruastrations and unhappiness. We are not escaping reality, just making sure we do not go crazy because of it. Because if I could explain how I feel, .... then I wouldn't be me...... "Like children need their mother, like rivers need a sea, like lovers need each other, like prisons need a key, like winter nights need fire, like temples need a shrine, like lovers need desire, like prophets need a sign, I need you."
以前，想飞是一种自由。
现在，想飞却变成一种寂寞。
lolz, my blog is turning into a weekly journal...sighz...
Having a rather bad cough for the past few days, think it was worsen by PE on thurs and it's contributing to my incredibly foul mood. Becoming extremely edgy and blunt i think, I did not mince my words during lunch with Shan and vin on sat, though shan was prob doing the same and vin was just "acting blur". Made a right decision not to go for PAYCO concert, not in the correct mood and health, though i already paid for the ticket:( Let's move on to wat happened last week, shall try not to let my current state of mind affect the writing...
Sense of humour(Or the lack of it)
RJC seemingly caught a humour bug this week, as many staff and students demostrated their hidden ability to tickle the funny bone. First up, on monday, our class were supposed to have 2 tests, maths and econs respectively. However, both our subject tutors, as though in a conspiracy, pushed both tests to tues. They have a cruel sense of humour, i must say, for then tues we had 3 tests, the 3rd one being physics.
On tues, the principal of RJC led by example in setting the trend by spending close to 5 mins on the podium telling us the A level results of the j3 batch, claiming it to be best in 24 or 25 yrs(i forgot). The point.... he did not give any half day or full day off:(.... The ironic situation was further exemplified when the student's jeers were drown out by fighter jets flying past. hmm...did RJ ask them to fly by at tht exact moment?...lolz....
On fri, RJ phy-SIX department demonstrated the way to do it by appointing a certain teacher to be the emcee for the prize presentation ceremony for glider building competition. "Riiii.....gh-ITE" as she was saying.... u should be able to guess the rest...Ouch! my ears.....
The above 3 examples were just starters. The conductor of RJCO, more fondly known as Lao Zhou, became a stock figure of fun on wed prac. In my 234 bars of rest in chun1 in which I was playing without scores, went to sit beside teddymon who had an equally slack part in chun1. Was a silent observer as I watched him play with fire(flame him, i say) and teach Khai Yu fold paper boxes. Both were amusing events, if u dunno wat happened, ask me when u see me(politically incorrect to blog up here) Finally, he took a pic of lao zhou conducting and added a wicked twist of humour to it. Thank u evil teddymon (founder of ACA and The Evil Teddymon Movement) for entertaining me throughout prac.
The epitomy of humour was reached by a certain Dr Chan from the chem department of RJC, the lecturer for topic chemical bonding. At the first lecture, we were totally fooled when he issued a white slip to a girl talking during lecture, but as the chinese saying goes "paper cannot hold fire", his true colours were unleashed from the second lecture onwards. A few classics listed below,
Explaining why there cannot be 2 sigma bonds between 2 atoms,
"You know chinese chess rite, there's a jiang1 and a shuai4. Asgume(Note:no spelling error) I am one of them, since I'm handsome, the opponent must be the general...We cannot face each other, also known as fei1 jiang1...."
"When u see a girl running away from a boy in the rain, u know that energy was absorbed, for a bond was broken......"
"Differentiate between a nitride and a nitrite. Nit-ride is a car ride at night lar, Nit-rite is u know lar, what i have done and u have not*beams suggestively"
Explaining why atoms forming covalent bonds bond at angles
"Imagine I am a s orbital, yes I'm round*uses his hand to gesture a round shape......" Everyone laughs at the fitting description. After explaining s orbitals, he moved on to p orbitals. "Now I am a p orbital vertical on the y-axis." Oh the irony!
"I didn't know that u all know how to open ur eyes and talk blind words" refering to us lying tht the bell has gone when in fact it hasn't
" Go back and revise ur work. Please do not forget what u have learnt in term 1. Auspicium lar"
lolz, lameness at its peak, but at least chem lectures are the only lectures that i do not need force myself to keep awake.Rite, can-can?
Other memorable quotes,
"Yah....it makes sense.......and it makes dollars as well" Miss Wong, econs and civics tutor.
In a bridge game,
one guy suddenly said " Ouch! I need a nail-clipper, I've got a splinter in my hand" from bjourn
term 1 has come to an end and it is now holidays. feeling kind of uneasy now and then but i guess it's due to the transition peroid thingy. Hope that this hols would allow me to reflect and straighten out my thoughts. sighz...i still feel a nagging reluctance and dreading towards O2.....i wonder why
关怀方式
寂寞开在心事旁
随手种一些伤感
不怕星星来窥探
找个沉默的夜晚
找个沉默的夜晚
不怕星星来窥探
随手种一些伤感
寂寞开在心事旁
我的关怀方式
是你无法察觉的悲凉
只能在你不经意时
才锁上我心房
你往常的亲切友善
是我今生的遗憾
受伤后无悔地埋在
不流露的脸上
such a nice song....so meaningful....
Because of hope, because of passion, because of love... Holding strong onto our beliefs, the fire in our heart, however small, provides the driving force in our lives. Dreams, fantasy provides the balance to the harsh reality of life, an outlet for all our fruastrations and unhappiness. We are not escaping reality, just making sure we do not go crazy because of it. Because if I could explain how I feel, .... then I wouldn't be me...... "Like children need their mother, like rivers need a sea, like lovers need each other, like prisons need a key, like winter nights need fire, like temples need a shrine, like lovers need desire, like prophets need a sign, I need you."
以前，想飞是一种自由。
现在，想飞却变成一种寂寞。
lolz, my blog is turning into a weekly journal...sighz...
Having a rather bad cough for the past few days, think it was worsen by PE on thurs and it's contributing to my incredibly foul mood. Becoming extremely edgy and blunt i think, I did not mince my words during lunch with Shan and vin on sat, though shan was prob doing the same and vin was just "acting blur". Made a right decision not to go for PAYCO concert, not in the correct mood and health, though i already paid for the ticket:( Let's move on to wat happened last week, shall try not to let my current state of mind affect the writing...
Sense of humour(Or the lack of it)
RJC seemingly caught a humour bug this week, as many staff and students demostrated their hidden ability to tickle the funny bone. First up, on monday, our class were supposed to have 2 tests, maths and econs respectively. However, both our subject tutors, as though in a conspiracy, pushed both tests to tues. They have a cruel sense of humour, i must say, for then tues we had 3 tests, the 3rd one being physics.
On tues, the principal of RJC led by example in setting the trend by spending close to 5 mins on the podium telling us the A level results of the j3 batch, claiming it to be best in 24 or 25 yrs(i forgot). The point.... he did not give any half day or full day off:(.... The ironic situation was further exemplified when the student's jeers were drown out by fighter jets flying past. hmm...did RJ ask them to fly by at tht exact moment?...lolz....
On fri, RJ phy-SIX department demonstrated the way to do it by appointing a certain teacher to be the emcee for the prize presentation ceremony for glider building competition. "Riiii.....gh-ITE" as she was saying.... u should be able to guess the rest...Ouch! my ears.....
The above 3 examples were just starters. The conductor of RJCO, more fondly known as Lao Zhou, became a stock figure of fun on wed prac. In my 234 bars of rest in chun1 in which I was playing without scores, went to sit beside teddymon who had an equally slack part in chun1. Was a silent observer as I watched him play with fire(flame him, i say) and teach Khai Yu fold paper boxes. Both were amusing events, if u dunno wat happened, ask me when u see me(politically incorrect to blog up here) Finally, he took a pic of lao zhou conducting and added a wicked twist of humour to it. Thank u evil teddymon (founder of ACA and The Evil Teddymon Movement) for entertaining me throughout prac.
The epitomy of humour was reached by a certain Dr Chan from the chem department of RJC, the lecturer for topic chemical bonding. At the first lecture, we were totally fooled when he issued a white slip to a girl talking during lecture, but as the chinese saying goes "paper cannot hold fire", his true colours were unleashed from the second lecture onwards. A few classics listed below,
Explaining why there cannot be 2 sigma bonds between 2 atoms,
"You know chinese chess rite, there's a jiang1 and a shuai4. Asgume(Note:no spelling error) I am one of them, since I'm handsome, the opponent must be the general...We cannot face each other, also known as fei1 jiang1...."
"When u see a girl running away from a boy in the rain, u know that energy was absorbed, for a bond was broken......"
"Differentiate between a nitride and a nitrite. Nit-ride is a car ride at night lar, Nit-rite is u know lar, what i have done and u have not*beams suggestively"
Explaining why atoms forming covalent bonds bond at angles
"Imagine I am a s orbital, yes I'm round*uses his hand to gesture a round shape......" Everyone laughs at the fitting description. After explaining s orbitals, he moved on to p orbitals. "Now I am a p orbital vertical on the y-axis." Oh the irony!
"I didn't know that u all know how to open ur eyes and talk blind words" refering to us lying tht the bell has gone when in fact it hasn't
" Go back and revise ur work. Please do not forget what u have learnt in term 1. Auspicium lar"
lolz, lameness at its peak, but at least chem lectures are the only lectures that i do not need force myself to keep awake.Rite, can-can?
Other memorable quotes,
"Yah....it makes sense.......and it makes dollars as well" Miss Wong, econs and civics tutor.
In a bridge game,
one guy suddenly said " Ouch! I need a nail-clipper, I've got a splinter in my hand" from bjourn
term 1 has come to an end and it is now holidays. feeling kind of uneasy now and then but i guess it's due to the transition peroid thingy. Hope that this hols would allow me to reflect and straighten out my thoughts. sighz...i still feel a nagging reluctance and dreading towards O2.....i wonder why
关怀方式
寂寞开在心事旁
随手种一些伤感
不怕星星来窥探
找个沉默的夜晚
找个沉默的夜晚
不怕星星来窥探
随手种一些伤感
寂寞开在心事旁
我的关怀方式
是你无法察觉的悲凉
只能在你不经意时
才锁上我心房
你往常的亲切友善
是我今生的遗憾
受伤后无悔地埋在
不流露的脸上
such a nice song....so meaningful....
Saturday, March 05, 2005
The teenager continued
The teenager stands alone in the dark, the light at the end of the room seems to be as far as the last light he'd seen from where he came from. Shall he trust in what lies in the future or shall he hold on to what he believed in the past? He stood rooted, comtemplating. Soon, he realised that if he does not choose, he would be left forever in the dark, yet he still could not make up his mind. The longer he stayed in the dark, the more he got used to the suroundings... It seemed that he had surrendered himself to darkness, rather sacrificing his present than to sacrifice his past or his future... Upon a close-up, one would be able to see his contorted face and feel the agony he's experiencing, but the agony and fruastation over time became lesser and lesser, till one day, a smile replaced the frown and u see a relieved look on his face. U thought tht he has finally made up his mind and would start walking but no, he lay down on the floor, totally defeated. He had lost himself in trying to find himself...just like me...
Sorry ppl, for not blogging straight after results... had no inspiration.... todae's entry is rather forced too...sianz....
okae, straight to the topic, results, i got 5 a1, 5 a2, nothing worth crying over but yeah, certainly nothing worth cheering about... 5-5 reminds me of micheal's cue-bid(bridge convention) where u have a 5-5-2-1 or 5-5-3-0 distribution in ur hand and i nvr got to use the convention....which speaks volumes about my results. But nvm, wats done is done it's time to move on and so lets motivate ourselves for A' levels.
Therefore my aim for A'levels would be to redress the insult by Cambridge on 2 science subs, physics and chem. Cambridge seems to have this concept that my phy and chem are substandard compared to others and has therefore awarded an a2 for both subs in the O' levels. However, i question the validity of the concept for I have always achieved high a1s for tests and exams throughout sec 3 and 4. My sec 3 EOY results for phy is 86 and for prelims, its 83. Who would believe that I scored <75 for O'levels. Still, I would not spend $108 per sub to send a request for review to Cambridge just for 2 more a1s, i have better sense than tht. So, come next yr, Cambridge had better get ready for my A level + S paper phys and chem and grade me properly.... In an ironic situation, I dropped bio which I unfortunately got an a1 for the O's. Well..thts besides the pt...
One a lighter note, CO in RJ is becoming more and more fun in a sense. Everyone around is just so zai, the music that comes out is so much more nice than in RICO. Though i do not agree with some of zhou lao shi's interpretation of the song, i do agree with him in the fact that the conductor should have absolute control of the orchestra. He does have his way of creating a "feel" for the orchestra and i guess we have to respect him for that. Perc section is very dead and stone.....quite sad in a way... I know and talk to more ppl from other sections than my own section...dotz... and my section is known for dispersing straight after prac... a practice that is totally uncommon in RICO... oh yeah, and we dun have weekday sectionals... and we dun have a teacher(okae we have one, but he doesn't exactly teach perc) But well, I'll survive on my erhu, tuner, sticks, a few unfortunate books and metronomeonline.com for "home sectionals". CO music just makes u feel better, i guess, after every practice I'll return home in a better mood...
Ending off. i guess i better start mugging for A level chem and physics...i actually listened to liang zhu(butterfly lovers' Gaohu concerto) 2wice while typing this entry....
The teenager stands alone in the dark, the light at the end of the room seems to be as far as the last light he'd seen from where he came from. Shall he trust in what lies in the future or shall he hold on to what he believed in the past? He stood rooted, comtemplating. Soon, he realised that if he does not choose, he would be left forever in the dark, yet he still could not make up his mind. The longer he stayed in the dark, the more he got used to the suroundings... It seemed that he had surrendered himself to darkness, rather sacrificing his present than to sacrifice his past or his future... Upon a close-up, one would be able to see his contorted face and feel the agony he's experiencing, but the agony and fruastation over time became lesser and lesser, till one day, a smile replaced the frown and u see a relieved look on his face. U thought tht he has finally made up his mind and would start walking but no, he lay down on the floor, totally defeated. He had lost himself in trying to find himself...just like me...
Sorry ppl, for not blogging straight after results... had no inspiration.... todae's entry is rather forced too...sianz....
okae, straight to the topic, results, i got 5 a1, 5 a2, nothing worth crying over but yeah, certainly nothing worth cheering about... 5-5 reminds me of micheal's cue-bid(bridge convention) where u have a 5-5-2-1 or 5-5-3-0 distribution in ur hand and i nvr got to use the convention....which speaks volumes about my results. But nvm, wats done is done it's time to move on and so lets motivate ourselves for A' levels.
Therefore my aim for A'levels would be to redress the insult by Cambridge on 2 science subs, physics and chem. Cambridge seems to have this concept that my phy and chem are substandard compared to others and has therefore awarded an a2 for both subs in the O' levels. However, i question the validity of the concept for I have always achieved high a1s for tests and exams throughout sec 3 and 4. My sec 3 EOY results for phy is 86 and for prelims, its 83. Who would believe that I scored <75 for O'levels. Still, I would not spend $108 per sub to send a request for review to Cambridge just for 2 more a1s, i have better sense than tht. So, come next yr, Cambridge had better get ready for my A level + S paper phys and chem and grade me properly.... In an ironic situation, I dropped bio which I unfortunately got an a1 for the O's. Well..thts besides the pt...
One a lighter note, CO in RJ is becoming more and more fun in a sense. Everyone around is just so zai, the music that comes out is so much more nice than in RICO. Though i do not agree with some of zhou lao shi's interpretation of the song, i do agree with him in the fact that the conductor should have absolute control of the orchestra. He does have his way of creating a "feel" for the orchestra and i guess we have to respect him for that. Perc section is very dead and stone.....quite sad in a way... I know and talk to more ppl from other sections than my own section...dotz... and my section is known for dispersing straight after prac... a practice that is totally uncommon in RICO... oh yeah, and we dun have weekday sectionals... and we dun have a teacher(okae we have one, but he doesn't exactly teach perc) But well, I'll survive on my erhu, tuner, sticks, a few unfortunate books and metronomeonline.com for "home sectionals". CO music just makes u feel better, i guess, after every practice I'll return home in a better mood...
Ending off. i guess i better start mugging for A level chem and physics...i actually listened to liang zhu(butterfly lovers' Gaohu concerto) 2wice while typing this entry....
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