我的小时候
吵闹任性时侯
我的外婆
总会唱歌哄我
夏天的午后
老老的歌安慰我
那首歌好象这样唱的

天黑黑欲落雨
天黑黑黑黑

离开小时候
有了自己的生活
新鲜的歌
新鲜的念头
任性和冲动
无法控制的时候
我忘记
还有这样的歌

天黑黑欲落雨
天黑黑黑黑

我爱上让我奋不顾身的一个人
我以为这就是我所追求的世界
然而横冲直撞被误解被骗
是否成人的世界背后总有残缺
我走在每天必须面对的分岔路
我怀念过去单纯美好的小幸福
爱总是让人哭
让人觉得不满足
天空很大却看不清楚
好孤独

天黑的时候
我又想起那首歌
突然期待
下起安静的雨
原来外婆的道理早就唱给我听
下起雨也要勇敢前进….
我相信一切都会平息
我现在好想回家去

天黑黑欲落雨
天黑黑黑黑

[孙燕姿 - 天黑黑]

Having nights off now, so came here for a short update since i didn't do any last week. Last weekend was an eventful one, with jilyn flying off on sat night and zihan on sun night. Nothing much i can say, cept for good luck and take care. On a sidenote, it just makes me wonder if i should still try for a overseas uni.... Whether would I be able to take the step to cut myself off from all that I'm familiar with for another 3-4 years after 2 years of doing so in the army.... hmmz...

Last thurs was unit cohesion, went over to mandai for the treetop trails (yes, of all places... the familiar navex ground) ... lol... thts not the main point though...haha.... The main point was that when we travelled back to camp, we passed by RJ from the back. I think the last time i've been around tht area was like half a year ago? Then the memories, like floodgates broken open, ran through my head. Esp when we passed by the CO room... It looks so normal from the outside, but any ex-RJCO- ian would tell you that stuff that went on in/around tht room had a special place in their hearts.... haiz... shall move on b4 this become some super nostalgic post...

coy cohesion on thurs... chalet!!! haha... My new coy rocks! fri on leave.... anyone wanna go back rj? had this sudden urge to go after *looks above.... sian... but think i'm the only one roaming around tht day.... kk... got to run to book in...... oh wait it's 中秋节 today..... 中秋节快乐！