I've seen enough.....The world seems to be too beautiful at times, too ugly at times.....I don't knoe how to put it, its just a complex feeling...
Ppl in the whole world spent their lives looking for what they want. In the end, some got what they want, some believed they got what they want, yet some are disillusioned. Sometimes ppl obtained an object of interest, they believed they found what they want and thus develop a false satisfaction with their life. Have you really got what you want? Those reading, pls take time to reflect, examine your life, is this what you really want in your life? Is tht position so important, tht result or those material stuff? Do we sometimes pursue our so-called interest sometimes too blindly that we forsake everything else for it? I dun knoe but my advice is: make sure you do not regret what you did. Dun jus say it, really think about it. The layman human's major flaw is the inability to think into the future. For me, i can safely say that i do not have regrets. Even if i were to leave the world tmr, i would live today without regrets....
Todae....is rather strange....nvm...i'll go straight into details. First, i woke up late and in the end rushed to the MRT station, missed one train. Still, in irony, i met a someone I've not met in 3-4 yrs? Anw, we walked past each other as though we had nvr known each other. I looked straight in her eyes but there was this coldness tht seemed so familiar. The pt when we crossed each other, i realised, tht she was still the same...but i have changed....Btw, if any of you are guessing, no, my relationship with her is not what you think it is. Still, this incident bugged me for a day.... Next in sch, common test results are finally slowly revealed to us by the teachers. Got 84 and 81 for Bio and E-maths respectively, quite happy but only got 55 for A-maths. Haiz... will have to buck up. Physics MCQ got 14, hopefully enough for a A1 when we get our paper 2 resuts tmr.
After sch todae, we had tph remedial then me, kevin and zongjin took bus 53 home. hmm....an interesting thing happened. Kevin met an apparent pri schmate in the bus interchange and also got dao-ed. He said something to me tht struck me. "Did I change tht much since sec 1?" It totally struck me and i was again reminded of the incident this morning. Perhaps i have really changed......
Finally, when i got off the bus todae, someone called my name. I turned around to look, there stood a friend of mine I've not seen for about a year. He is a RI-RJC senior currently in the army. We spoke for a while and he again suaned me like siao. Anw, he could now do 25 pull-ups in one shot, 5 more from the last time i saw him. Wah...25 is so far away...Still, he was the one who taught me how to do pull-ups and many many lessons in life, including how to chase girls and so on:S. Still, i have to salute him here for his contribution to my life.
Todae...i can only say tht life is full of surprises. When u think everything is going smoothly, u'll find some bumpy roads. However, admist them, there are places to remember, to celebrate. Life is never simple....and i guess the me today is different from the me 3 yrs ago. I am thus enlightened......