烫金的滚边墨绿的绒面
对称的折线贴紧中间的圆
搁置在角边不怎麽显眼
却让我惊艳气质的特别

看了一眼又看了一眼
总是不能忘记那一种感觉
转过一圈再转过一圈
终於还是回到玻璃橱窗前

电话的那边啜泣与哽咽
情感在翻飞逃不过伤悲
握在手里面话已到嘴边
静默又吞灭最后一丝机会

看了一眼又看了一眼
总是不能忘记那一种感觉
转过一圈再转过一圈
终於还是回到玻璃橱窗前

想把手上这个蝴蝶结
亲自送到你的面前
别在秀发间然而现在这个蝴蝶结
却静静躺在心灵的深渊再也不会
别在你鹅黄衣领边

烫金的滚边墨绿的绒面
旋转在高点格外的凄美
对称的折线贴紧中间的圆
急遽的下跌来不及反悔

[张雨生 - 蝴蝶结]

A classic... and yes, it's sung by a guy...

Been watching 太王四神记 in camp... initially tot it would another draggy korean drama but it turned out otherwise with fantastic music and directing... And yah, i just found out tht the composer for the soundtrack is joe hisaishi! omg... little wonder why the music is so captivating..... And a final add-on factor for guys, 秀芝妮 (one of the female leads) in the show is absolutely endearing...

VES... I dunno wat made me sign it so promptly and opened the floodgates for the other 8 of them to sign as well... Makes me wonder if i tore that piece of paper up, would it have made at least a good half of them reconsidering signing? haiz... Till now, i'm still grappling to rationalise that split second decision i made. Was it to prove a point? To escape? Or was it just some random divine intervention? I think only time can answer these qns...

Slipping into a more and more passive mode, would rather let the situations themselves guide me and show me the way than to impose my own methods to achieve the desired outcomes. Back in company for 2 weeks alr and all i can say is that it's totally different now, dynamics are getting a little complicated. There is a strained harmony which i know would snap sometime in the future, and yet I'm apathetic... Why? Tht's a qn i haven't figured out either...

Driving an open top vehicle with a helmet on public road and then taking it into cross country terrain and even close terrain pretty much zapped most of my mental energy for the entire of this week. Surprisingly, it has provided me with an almost lucid perspective of everything. Like in J R Rowling's speech on jen han's blog, the benefits of failure is that it strips away everything that is of peripheral importance and forces you to invest energy in stuff that are actually important. Similarly, hearing the "i need to sleep" in your head for an entire week gives a total different outlook on your civillian life when you book out....

finally something to justify the blogskin...

那阳光碎裂在熟悉场景好安静
一个人能背多少的往事真不轻
谁的笑谁的温暖的手心我着迷
伤痕好像都变成了曾经

全剧终看见满场空座椅灯亮起
这故事好像真实又象虚幻的情境
只是那好不容易被说服的自己
藉口又顶不住懊恼的侵袭

好后悔好伤心想重来行不行
再一次我就不会走向这样的结局
好后悔好伤心谁把我放回去
我愿意付出所有来换一个时光机

对不起独自回荡在空气没人听
最后又是孤单到天明
(最后又是孤单到天明)

真的痛总是来的很轻盈没声音
从背后慢慢缓缓抱着我就像你
你和我还有很多的地方还没去
为何留我荒唐的坐在这里

ps:生活就是这样爱情不是想象

A crazy week just passed or let's just say a crazy 5 days... since i RTU-ed from driving course... barely clocked 15 hrs of rest in the past 5 days with 2 days of ATP, then one day of LSV driving and then guard duty on sat o_0 A walking zombie now and i'm booking in alr.... grr....

I dun know wat to write anymore, rather i dunno wat to do, wat to say, wat to think... For the very first time, I'm feeling completely helpless, and that the control over the situation has been wrenched out of my hands. Perhaps it's better this way... Perhaps....






The full version played during hide's memorial concert....

你喝醉了
可是心碎的人却是我
你躲不过
他闯的祸坏的温柔

而我又算什么
在你最脆弱给你所有
泪在罚我
我的心不如他一次回头

爱在一千零一夜以后
这世界竟然会没有白昼
你为何给这么黑的寂寞

心碎
不要谁来告诉我
不要谁来安慰我
不要你来费心拼凑

当你双手抱住我
当你流泪吻着我
当你说你曾经爱我

为何不给我
最后一种快乐
让我去恨 让我去忘
让我解脱

心痛
不用谁来在乎我
不用谁来提醒我
不用你来为我难过

没有尽头的尽头
没有承诺的承诺
没有你我宁愿没有

至少赐给我
最后一种快乐
告诉我你从未爱过我
让我解脱

而我又算什么
在你最脆弱给你所有
泪在罚我
我的心不如他一次回头

爱在一千零一夜以后
这世界竟然会没有白昼
你为何给这么黑的寂寞

心碎
不要谁来告诉我
不要谁来安慰我
不要你来费心拼凑

当你双手抱住我
当你流泪吻着我
当你说你曾经爱我

为何不给我
最后一种快乐
让我去恨让我去忘
让我解脱

心痛
不用谁来在乎我
不用谁来提醒我
不用你来为我难过

没有尽头的尽头
没有承诺的承诺
没有你我宁愿没有

至少赐给我
最后一种快乐
告诉我你从未爱过我
让我解脱

心痛
不用谁来在乎我
不用谁来提醒我
不用你来为我难过

没有尽头的尽头
没有承诺的承诺
没有你我宁愿没有

至少赐给我
最后一种快乐
告诉我你从未爱过我
让我解脱
[动力火车 - 最后一种快乐]

hmm.... i seem a little taken to metal/punk rock style lately eh... lifehouse's blind, chris daughtry's over you, now this....

I believe the sun should never set upon an argument
I believe we place our happiness in other people's hands
I believe that junk food tastes so good because it's bad for you
I believe your parents did the best job they knew how to do
I believe that beauty magazines promote low self esteem
I believe I'm loved when I'm completely by myself alone

I believe in Karma what you give is what you get returned
I believe you can't appreciate real love 'til you've been burned
I believe the grass is no more greener on the other side
I believe you don't know what you've got until you say goodbye

I believe you can't control or choose your sexuality
I believe that trust is more important than monogamy
I believe your most attractive features are your heart and soul
I believe that family is worth more than money or gold
I believe the struggle for financial freedom is unfair
I believe the only ones who disagree are millionaires

I believe in Karma what you give is what you get returned
I believe you can't appreciate real love 'til you've been burned
I believe the grass is no more greener on the other side
I believe you don't know what you've got until you say goodbye

I believe forgiveness is the key to your unhappiness
I believe that wedded bliss negates the need to be undressed
I believe that God does not endorse tv evangelists
I believe in love surviving death into eternity

I believe in Karma what you give is what you get returned
I believe you can't appreciate real love 'til you've been burned
I believe the grass is no more greener on the other side
I believe you don't know what you've got until you say goodbye(Repeat 2)
Until you say goodbye

[Affirmation - Savage Garden]