夜的宁静
是时候好好反省
月的阴晴
圆缺就像我的心

夜下着雨
天在哭泣
不知道何时才放晴
我忽然非常想念你

你的背影
让我失去了理性
你的放弃
让我迷失了自己
你的离去就像刺青
永远烙印在我的心
是如此痛而如此的美丽

我努力的想哭泣
却哭不出泪滴
一次又一次的灰心
才发现早已麻痹
终于发现自己
已经不在乎你

原来分手也能如此安宁

[孙燕姿- 安宁]

Static, cynical, under-motivated, immune.

That is why it is so important to let certain things go. To release them. To cut loose. People need to understand that no one is playing with marked cards; sometimes we win and sometimes we lose. Don't expect to get anything back, don't expect recognition for your efforts, don't expect your genius to be discovered or your love to be understood. Complete the circle. Not out of pride, inability or arrogance, but simply because whatever it is no longer fits in your life. Close the door, change the record, clean the house, get rid of the dust. Stop being who you were and become who you are.

I'm trying my best to, but is being immune to feelings better than having a whirlpool of emotions. I get the idea that I have just exchanged the devil for the deep blue sea....

The worst kind of pain are usually self-inflicted. It comes from the feeling of helplessness. Having the will yet not having the ability to change the circumstances often result in an excruciating pain that gnaws away at your soul, making you less and less of a human.

Have faith. But perhaps.... perhaps.... this is one time too many.....

Block leave's over. Going sispec tmr. I guess I should post something up here as an update. hmm... i dunno but i think every time i book out from army, i feel less of a human. True enough, there are things, precious and important, that can only be learnt through army.... but at the price of freedom, sometimes u just feel that it's not worth it.... haiz... okay... realised that my music sense is going down the drain so i shall do music therapy for every subsequent bookout from now.... and for now, i shall spam music up here....



Wonderful piece... Crystal clear vocals and the way she switches betw falsetto and her normal voice with tremendous ease is simply breathtaking..... lyrics below..

I'll be your love
I'll never make you feel, feel alone
If yesterday blindfolds your eyes
I'll bring you tomorrow

There's a time
You feel like you are lost
Fell the night will never end
Through the daybreak
It's hard to hold on
But there is tomorrow
Brings you to your senses
As the sun will make it's way

You'll make it there
To the place where reality and dreams
And love will be together
I'll keep the light from fading
If the clouds blind your way
And the wind sways your faith

I'll be your love, I'll be your light
I'll never make you feel, feel alone
If yesterday blindfolds your eyes
I'll bring you tomorrow
Let me see you smile

Don't you cry
Over the past
Some days might be gray
And dreary
Not easy to leave
To leave it behind
'Til the rain stops in silence
I'll be there to hold your heart

I'll be with you
'Til you find the reason for love
We take it for granted
We'll keep the time from fading
'Cuz the world is here to stay
Your hope is deeper than pain

I'll be your love, I'll be your light
I'll never make you feel, feel alone
If yesterday blindfolds your eyes
I'll bring you tomorrow

If you would believe
Believe in the world
A vision of love
And the strength inside your heart
You'll find a way

I'll be your love, I'll be your light
I'll never make you feel, feel alone
If yesterday blindfolds your eyes
I'll bring you tomorrow
I'll be your love, I'll be your light
I'll never make you feel, feel alone



hmm... i uploaded it as bg song once, but i tot this makes a better impact... yah... again... superb vocals....



Credits to kwan for this one... Canto pop with an orchestral twist, something that mordern pop singers should attempt to emulate... We are seeing too many pop songs with extremely skimpy arrangements (ie bubblegum pop)



I just can't get this song out of my head... Love the strings part in the middle... Yup, Boa's chio too and has a wonderful voice so tht's a plus point....



Bleah... since army rendered me with no financial means and time to watch the live musical, i shall content with watching clips from youtube...haha....

POP-ed in the rain.... Past 9 weeks had been memorable... Thank you Ulysses coy, for all the fun, laughter, pain and tears. Truly, I'll be missing "U".....

妳　的淚光　柔弱中帶傷
慘白的月彎彎　勾住過往
夜　太漫長　凝結成了霜
是誰在閣樓上　冰冷的絕望

雨　輕輕彈　朱紅色的窗
我一生在紙上　被風吹亂
夢　在遠方　化成一縷香
隨風飄散　妳的模樣

*
菊花殘　滿地傷　妳的笑容已泛黃
花落人斷腸　我心事靜靜躺
北風亂　夜未央　妳的影子剪不斷
徒留我孤單　在湖面　成雙
*

花　已向晚　飄落了燦爛
凋謝的世道上　命運不堪
愁　莫渡江　秋心拆兩半
怕妳上不了岸　一輩子搖晃

誰　的江山　馬蹄聲狂亂
我一身的戎裝　呼嘯滄桑
天　微微亮　妳輕聲的嘆
一夜惆悵　如此委婉

The ultimate combination of 方文山 and 周杰伦...

A level results are out. Did better than expected, esp for GP and the s-papers. hmm... sought redress for my O level A2s for phy and chem... haha... thanks to all who wished me good luck and stuff yah, guess it really worked eh....

6 years as a rafflesian has come to an end and i think the bg song suits the mood lar... I like the opening a lot, the strings esp... 菊花殘　滿地傷　妳的笑容已泛黃... Such a perfect analogy for memories... wilted flowers that would never be the same again, the smile in ur memory that has faded.... Bittersweet- tht's what memory tastes like...

Empty.... that's how it feels.... when u have no idea what to do....
A question "Is there anything I can do?"
The answer is "no" but my heart refuses to believe...