It's 23 days to concert. Tht's 3 weeks and 2 days. That means 26 more days in RJCO as zj aptly pointed out yest. I need to focus and to start believing....

My next week's schedule is screwed. night prac on mon, esplanade meeting on tues, night prac on wed, sectionals on thurs, bridge on fri.... my average reaching home time would be 9pm i think....

On a lighter note, the stables in pasir ris park are open! yes, stables that hold horses. The large horses are beautiful and the smaller ones are so cute... Will take some pics next time i pass by there and put them up here....

想笑,来伪装掉下的眼泪
想哭,来试探自己麻痹了没....

Soliloquy

You need to let go of the past so that you can have a future. (quoted from ice age 2)
I'm inclined to disagree but yeah... i do see the point.
One cannot lose something that he/she does not possess
True, but it never did register within me.
What if history repeats itself?
That is what life is all about, the uncertainty.

Confused. More than ever.

The problem with blogging is tht the more you blog, the more you self-censor unconsciously. This happens esp when u become aware of who might actually visit your blog.....

April fools day today, somehow it reminds me of jx's chinese essay in the sec sch days. Titled, "还以为", it was published in 鹰的天空13 （RI peeps can go check it out). The story was on this girl who decided to confess her love over the phone to the guy she likes on April fools day(The guy likes her too). Unfortunately, she mistook the stunned silence of the guy over the phone to be one of rejection. So, she twisted it into an April fools day joke that left both parties hurt and disappointed. My point in bringing this story up? It is to highlight the fact that we tend to assume too much, not just in love, but in life generally. Extrapolating results can be inaccurate as your initial point may be near a turning point and..... the relationship may not be linear.

Interclub bridge league first game today. Played against NTU(2). Not the best of performance, mistakes here and there but opponents made more mistakes than us, so we still won rather convincingly, by a score of 23-7 on VPs. lol.

这一次 是我自己为自己下的决定
很小心 你说慢慢来别怕来不及
如果我 还有一点点不安或者迟疑
我不会 对你的反应那么好奇

落叶啊 其实也很不愿意 其实也不想回忆 谁没等到错过了流星
我们啊 交集在这意外的假期 一定那里见过你 一定曾经梦见你

Fly Away 无穷无尽是你深邃的眼睛
看着你 就可以让我茫茫人海里感到安定
Fly Away 当我不顾一切无止尽追寻
有一个人 有一颗心 早已经默默之中在那里

这一次 问我自己都说我豪不怀疑
爱上你 终于我发现我还有勇气
唯一我 觉得遗憾的是我不够仔细
不了解 你说那一些话的用意

几乎是 所有时间在想你 快乐之后是压抑 有没有过这样的呼吸
幸福啊 只要一个眼神的交集 我们拥抱着刺激 我们渴望着相遇

Fly Away 无穷无尽是你深邃的眼睛
看着你 就可以让我茫茫人海里感到安定
Fly Away 当我不顾一切无止尽追寻
有一个人 有一颗心 早已经默默之中在那里

Fly Away 无穷无尽是你深邃的眼睛
看着你 就可以让我茫茫人海里感到安定
Fly Away 当我不顾一切无止尽追寻
有一个人 有一颗心 早已经默默之中在那里

Fly Away 当我不顾一切无止尽追寻
是你的人 是你的心 日日夜夜陪我在这里

[ Fly Away - 梁静茹 ]

Splitting headache on the bus back home, think I'm too tired out physically (thanks to PE) and mentally, and it's only the second week of term 2....

Watched V for vendetta yest... crazy plan after chem S, actually wanted to watch on fri but realised the movie was closing on wed. Anw, it was stunningly awesome, those kind of movies tht just blows u off ur feet. The movie was like this huge metaphor and it does not explicitly state any meaning, leaving it up to one's interpretation, which was what i liked. ha.. reached home at 10+ after the movie and guess what, i reached home at 10+ todae too due to CO night prac. lol, no time to change bg song, so just continue listening... It's actually not a "mourning" song u would realise if u took time to sit and listen, more of hope?...