April fools day today, somehow it reminds me of jx's chinese essay in the sec sch days. Titled, "还以为", it was published in 鹰的天空13 （RI peeps can go check it out). The story was on this girl who decided to confess her love over the phone to the guy she likes on April fools day(The guy likes her too). Unfortunately, she mistook the stunned silence of the guy over the phone to be one of rejection. So, she twisted it into an April fools day joke that left both parties hurt and disappointed. My point in bringing this story up? It is to highlight the fact that we tend to assume too much, not just in love, but in life generally. Extrapolating results can be inaccurate as your initial point may be near a turning point and..... the relationship may not be linear.

Interclub bridge league first game today. Played against NTU(2). Not the best of performance, mistakes here and there but opponents made more mistakes than us, so we still won rather convincingly, by a score of 23-7 on VPs. lol.

这一次 是我自己为自己下的决定
很小心 你说慢慢来别怕来不及
如果我 还有一点点不安或者迟疑
我不会 对你的反应那么好奇

落叶啊 其实也很不愿意 其实也不想回忆 谁没等到错过了流星
我们啊 交集在这意外的假期 一定那里见过你 一定曾经梦见你

Fly Away 无穷无尽是你深邃的眼睛
看着你 就可以让我茫茫人海里感到安定
Fly Away 当我不顾一切无止尽追寻
有一个人 有一颗心 早已经默默之中在那里

这一次 问我自己都说我豪不怀疑
爱上你 终于我发现我还有勇气
唯一我 觉得遗憾的是我不够仔细
不了解 你说那一些话的用意

几乎是 所有时间在想你 快乐之后是压抑 有没有过这样的呼吸
幸福啊 只要一个眼神的交集 我们拥抱着刺激 我们渴望着相遇

Fly Away 无穷无尽是你深邃的眼睛
看着你 就可以让我茫茫人海里感到安定
Fly Away 当我不顾一切无止尽追寻
有一个人 有一颗心 早已经默默之中在那里

Fly Away 无穷无尽是你深邃的眼睛
看着你 就可以让我茫茫人海里感到安定
Fly Away 当我不顾一切无止尽追寻
有一个人 有一颗心 早已经默默之中在那里

Fly Away 当我不顾一切无止尽追寻
是你的人 是你的心 日日夜夜陪我在这里

[ Fly Away - 梁静茹 ]

Splitting headache on the bus back home, think I'm too tired out physically (thanks to PE) and mentally, and it's only the second week of term 2....

Watched V for vendetta yest... crazy plan after chem S, actually wanted to watch on fri but realised the movie was closing on wed. Anw, it was stunningly awesome, those kind of movies tht just blows u off ur feet. The movie was like this huge metaphor and it does not explicitly state any meaning, leaving it up to one's interpretation, which was what i liked. ha.. reached home at 10+ after the movie and guess what, i reached home at 10+ todae too due to CO night prac. lol, no time to change bg song, so just continue listening... It's actually not a "mourning" song u would realise if u took time to sit and listen, more of hope?...

CT 1 is over... The bg music u hear now is to mourn for the loss of the march hols and our poor showing at the CT. lol, no lar... It's from the soundtrack of titanic, a song called "Hymn to the Sea". I like the flute and bagpipes part, they blend so well together, fading in and out so naturally to bring out the feel of the melody...

After chem on thurs, went down to marche at heeren with the 2B ppl, 9 of us in total.. ha, long time since we had so many ppl.. lol, basically made a lot of noise and someone wanted to burn marche down for reasons too sensitive to quote. After dinner, we walked down to taka's macs for 'deserts'. Strange ppl we are, after spending so much on food, we are like grabbing 1 dollar coke and ice cream cones. talked some more at mac b4 leaving close to 9 coz the ppl from other jcs have sch the next day. lol.

On fri, went for 6A class outing at Jurong East. Somehow or rather, though i need to travel the furthest distance to get there, i was amongst the few tht were punctual or on time. lol. Okae... so we went ice-skating first, which was quite fun once u get the hang of it. ha, but i took bout an hour to.... Next, we went k-box from 2-7pm. Duly entertained by the clowns in the class as usual... lol, but it was still an enjoyable experience lar. Then, we went for dinner at the food court b4 I started on my journey across the island again.

Todae, had CO in the morning, and NUS brigde open in the afternoon. It was nice to have CO prac again, but i'm losing my touch already.. sighz.. need to train up again... Went for lunch at S11 b4 going down to Clementi to meet the rest of the team going for the tourney. Playing pairs MPs with so many ppl was an interesting experience, me and xl ended up above average, 32th out of 66 pairs, which was a reasonably good score considering tht adult pairs were playing too and we were the 2nd highest rj pair already. lol, we were above steve robinson (a pro angmoh) and his partner at half-time by around 10 places and he leapfrog-ed us at the end to 9th position. tht's so pro lar...

Term 2's starting officially soon, in like a day. Tht means the countdown timer's ticking will get louder and louder by the day. It would be CO intensive for the 6 weeks to come and i would urge all CO members reading to really put everything u have into the upcoming concert. How much u invest will determine how much u take away. The people, the music. The two most important factors of CO. Make sure u keep in touch with both. ppl often forget the music part though, they forget tht as part of a CO, they are servants of music like all other musicians, and hence have a part in promoting and showcasing the music tht they uphold (in this case, Chinese Classical). So reach deep insde and find tht motivation. Feel the passion flowing through the blood. Burning oneself to light up others and through this noble spirit of sacrifice, find ur happiness defined in your own terms..


Fly away, 无穷无尽是你深邃的眼睛, 看着你, 就可以让我茫茫人海里感到安定...
woot.. wat a nice song... will put it up when i feel tht the "mourning" is enough? lol

Am I caring too much?... or too little? I seriously dun knoe....

Campus Superstar results left a revolting feeling in my stomach, it grossly reminded me of market failure which was in econs case study. CTs are revolting too. Spotted the correct topic for econs essay, but made a concept error halfway and had to rewrite part(b). Maths seemed to be a killer, but realised that it was all so simple after the paper. Mediocrity sucks, u have to be outstanding, whether in positive or negative sense doesn't matter, else u will be marginalised...