Sunday, July 31, 2005

"I just wanted to stay with you
I just wanted to feel your breath of grace
I didn't know what to do
I couldn't say anything
When consciousness returned
Everything had been washed away
by the tide of time, even you

But the scars of memory never fade away
I can't stop loving you
Stop my tears
Stop my loving
Kill my memories"
[Silent Jealousy, X-Japan]


Just realised that I'm listening to X-Japan without actually knowing or understanding the lyrics, hence did a search on net and wow... I was blown off by the sheer magnificence of some of the lyrics, an example is the one above... I'll post more in the future. X-Japan seriously rox...

Thursday, July 28, 2005

叶子的离开是风的追求还是树的不挽留?

鱼说:“你看不到我的眼泪,因为我的泪水已融入水中。”
水对鱼说:“我感觉到你的眼泪,因为你一直在我心中。”

The above two lines are the only redeeeming factor for the whole hour of tong xin yuan. lol...it started off brightly at first(meaning the start of the serial), but has now evolved into a highly complicated and dramatic affair. The occasional sub-plots were okay but the main plot makes it kind of hard to continue watching it.. bleah... since when did I take to slamming TV serials on my blog. Ah...back to my point, the above two quotes are so beautiful:)

Right...has been a long time since I've wrote anything substantial, but well.. perhaps I dun have anything to write about, or I just can't find the effort to write. After 7 months of JC life, my only advice those who are eagerly waiting to break free from the reins of secondary sch life to treasure what they have now, for within this big and beautiful picture they paint lies a ugly and hideous monster...

Within this 7 months of JC life, identity was the key word. To find to define ur own identity in a college where everyone is faceless. I've tried - to let the environment dictate my identity, but the resultant was a massive wreckage. It is only when I reverted to what I used to be - apathetic and non-existent, that i perhaps begin to see the true colours of this monster within college life. To quote the recent R(A) mag, "For the sake of amity, it is sometimes best to assume that u are surrounded by sensitive individuals with excellent hearing." However, i believe a large majority of the college does not hold true to this assumption. The result- the innocent daily banter becomes not that innocent. For the sake of spontaneity and in the name of fun, we have crossed the line, not knowing that the new relished freedom granted to us by college life was to used with responsibility. How many ppl actually became more responsible when they cross over to JC? For those who still think that JC is a fun, "happening" and exciting place, well....u're still half right depending on ur definitions of the above, or.... I could the only one half as childish...

"It's easier to forgive someone for being wrong than being right."

Monday, July 25, 2005

那一天知道你要走 我們一句話也沒有說
當午夜的鐘聲敲痛離別的心門
卻打不開我深深的沈默

那一天送你送到最後 我們一句話也沒有留
當擁擠的月台擠痛送別的人們
卻擠不掉我深深的離愁

我知道你有千言你有萬語 卻不肯說出口
你知道我好擔心我好難過 卻不敢說出口

當你背上行囊 卸下那份榮耀
我只能讓眼淚留在心底
面帶著微微笑 用力的揮揮手
祝你一路順風

當你踏上月台 從此一個人走
我只能深深的祝福你
深深的祝福你 最親愛的朋友
祝你一路順風

wah... nice song..... zhu4 ni2 yi4 lu4 shun4 feng1 pity I didn't find it b4 farewell but nevertheless, still a dedication to those who had been in my life and i never had a chance to thank. Was just reading this article, "Friends Forever?" in the RA magazine, struck a chord within me... go read it ppl, if u have not seen how words can be beautiful. The whole magazine is extremely enjoyable to read, strongly recommended by me...

Friday, July 22, 2005


Co farewell: Steamboat at Marina Posted by Picasa

firework taken from marina...the only one i manage to get... Posted by Picasa