Time is defined by change. I finally understood what that means. If event A had taken place a year ago, I would know with certainty what to do, but when event A occurs now, I am at a loss. Why? Because of all the uncertainty. Shall relate a incident that happened during night navi. When the majority of the team wanted to give up and head towards the end point, I insisted on combing the area and in the end, found the checkpoint by following my gut instinct. At that point of time, I felt victorious, cos it's been a long time since I did something with passion, drive, interest and determination. And it's been a long time since I felt that I knew something with so much certainty and yet so little reason....

我怀念的，竟然是那种不可理喻，冲动的感觉....

I was only human. I'm trying to be one now.... 找自己....