Monday, October 18, 2010

Biggest Mistake

It took just a dinner to realise my greatest folly.

Atonement.

It took me an entire weekend to come up with the word. The previous considerations were "karma", "retribution" and "punishment", but they all did not fit the description of the situation- there was no spite involved.

I guess it is a small step forward nonetheless. It's like finding yourself after being lost for ages.


Monday, October 04, 2010

crashed and burned

A random epiphany just hit me and I'm wondering if it's a sign or a coincidence... Nonetheless, I'm already drifting, like always, but somehow this time it seems different.


Wednesday, September 22, 2010

cosmic insignificance

From this distant vantage point, the Earth might not seem of particular interest. But for us, it's different. Consider again that dot. That's here, that's home, that's us. On it everyone you love, everyone you know, everyone you ever heard of, every human being who ever was, lived out their lives. The aggregate of our joy and suffering, thousands of confident religions, ideologies, and economic doctrines, every hunter and forager, every hero and coward, every creator and destroyer of civilization, every king and peasant, every young couple in love, every mother and father, hopeful child, inventor and explorer, every teacher of morals, every corrupt politician, every "superstar," every "supreme leader," every saint and sinner in the history of our species lived there – on a mote of dust suspended in a sunbeam.

The Earth is a very small stage in a vast cosmic arena. Think of the rivers of blood spilled by all those generals and emperors so that, in glory and triumph, they could become the momentary masters of a fraction of a dot. Think of the endless cruelties visited by the inhabitants of one corner of this pixel on the scarcely distinguishable inhabitants of some other corner, how frequent their misunderstandings, how eager they are to kill one another, how fervent their hatreds.

Our posturings, our imagined self-importance, the delusion that we have some privileged position in the Universe, are challenged by this point of pale light. Our planet is a lonely speck in the great enveloping cosmic dark. In our obscurity, in all this vastness, there is no hint that help will come from elsewhere to save us from ourselves.

The Earth is the only world known so far to harbor life. There is nowhere else, at least in the near future, to which our species could migrate. Visit, yes. Settle, not yet. Like it or not, for the moment the Earth is where we make our stand.

It has been said that astronomy is a humbling and character-building experience. There is perhaps no better demonstration of the folly of human conceits than this distant image of our tiny world. To me, it underscores our responsibility to deal more kindly with one another, and to preserve and cherish the pale blue dot, the only home we've ever known.


carl sagan - pale blue dot

Wednesday, September 01, 2010

用你给我的翅膀飞

我感觉己够安慰....


Tuesday, August 31, 2010

亲切感

好久好久没用华语交谈了

到了NUS,每个人好像为了不要和来自某国的同学们列为同一类,都选择以英语为主语。英语不是不好,但就是缺乏那么一点的亲切感。 以英语为主的交际,似乎参杂着那么一点的虚伪跟虚荣感。或许是我自己厌倦了吧,但我真的怀念那种不必带着面具,畅快大谈的感觉.....