Oh yeah, I'll tell you something,
I think you'll understand.
When I'll say that something
I want to hold your hand,
I want to hold your hand,
I want to hold your hand.

Oh please, say to me
You'll let me be your man
And please, say to me
You'll let me hold your hand.
Now let me hold your hand,
I want to hold your hand.

And when I touch you I feel happy inside.
It's such a feeling that my love
I can't hide, I can't hide, I can't hide.

Yeah, you've got that something,
I think you'll understand.
When I'll say that something
I want to hold your hand,
I want to hold your hand,
I want to hold your hand.

And when I touch you I feel happy inside.
It's such a feeling that my love
I can't hide, I can't hide, I can't hide.

Yeh, you've got that something,
I think you'll understand.
When I'll feel that something
I want to hold your hand,
I want to hold your hand,
I want to hold your hand.

[Beatles - I want to hold your hand]

hmm.. i find myself getting into the habit of pushing back posting on the blog, not because i have nothing to blog, but rather, i can't find the time to do so... haha... and whenever i try to engineer a post b4 i book in, i always end up with either a blank entry or a deleted one, so yah... life in the organisation has underwent a great change since last week, but no point whining here - just got to keep the focus at the end. Speaking of which is getting nearer and nearer. Countdown to ORD has dropped below 300, now u start hearing the days tick away =) =) =).. oh, i'm changing my blog layout soon... hopefully... haha... once I settle the minor details...

hmm... first post of the new year... haha... just caught up by the events from my christmas block leave that it seemed as though i have abandoned my blog for good.. so yah.. Happy belated new year everybody! ORD year! 302 dayss... haha... okayy, a little status update, I'm currently pending downgrade for my injury after my last visit to the specialist in the new year, so yar, probably out of combat service for some time.. hmm.. so many things happened within this short peroid of 3 weeks tht i'm actually quite lazy to blog them out lar... anw.. ppl studying, get more 'a's in the new year, ppl in the organisation, stay safe yah and happy counting down.. and of course everyone stay happy throughout the year =D

Hey Jude, don't make it bad.
Take a sad song and make it better.
Remember to let her into your heart,
Then you can start to make it better.

Hey Jude, don't be afraid.
You were made to go out and get her.
The minute you let her under your skin,
Then you begin to make it better.

And anytime you feel the pain, hey Jude, refrain,
Don't carry the world upon your shoulders.
For well you know that it's a fool who plays it cool
By making his world a little colder.

Hey Jude, don't let me down.
You have found her, now go and get her.
Remember to let her into your heart,
Then you can start to make it better.

So let it out and let it in, hey Jude, begin,
You're waiting for someone to perform with.
And don't you know that it's just you, hey Jude, you'll do,
The movement you need is on your shoulder.

Hey Jude, don't make it bad.
Take a sad song and make it better.
Remember to let her under your skin,
Then you'll begin to make it
Better better better better better better, oh.

Na na na nananana, nannana, hey Jude..

[Hey Jude - Stephanie Sun(originally by the beatles)

haha... hooked onto across the universe songs...

I find it amazing how I'm able to separate emotions from actions now... Must be the organisation... Anw, bad things come after one another, it's quite true i guess... However, the diff this time is tht instead of cursing my luck or watever, i was strangely resigned, perhaps i saw it coming... But u know, life has a funny way of showing tht it's not playing with marked cards. Look hard enough and you'll see silver linings...

The festive season is here again, but u know... being in the organisation takes a bit of the festive cheer away eh.. but oh well, at least it taught me a few things, like cherishing the ppl around who care for you.. :P i dunno if i would do a round-up for the year like i always did cos i seriously have lost the touch for blogging as u can see from the disappearance of my usual narration/reflections type of post i used to post so much last year... oh well... one thing hasn't changed though, the promotion of music through this blog :) This time, it's a theme song from witch yoo hee... The pachelbel connection is all too obvious and for k-pop fans, this sounds a little rip-off from KISS greatest hit "Because I'm a Girl" Still, this song has little bit of christmasly feel, u knoe like the classic "this i promise you" from N'Sync, so there...

When RJCO concert at esplanade ended last year, my blog entry then likened it to an amputation.

It feels like an amputation.... a sinking sense of loss... But what's coming
across is not sadness, rather it's a sense of victory.... akin to a soldier
returning from the battlefield after winning a war......

Then, as RICO's tribute concert for Yang Lao Shi ended on Fri, the same feeling came back- amplified. I guess it's a longing to return to a familiar world that mattered a lot b4. Tht it was a tribute concert for Yang Lao Shi made it even more meaningful as he was the one who sowed the seeds and sparked the passion that burned till today. Watching the juniors go through the pre-concert routine opened a floodgate of memories, memories that serve to only evoke nostalgia now, cos they can never be again. Still, I'm grateful for the oppurtunity to be able to relive the memories, to recover a part of me that has been slowly corroded away in the past year.

你的姿态
你的青睐
我存在在你的存在
你以为爱
就是被爱
你挥霍了我的崇拜

我活了 我爱了
我都不管了
心爱到疯了 恨到算了
就好了
可能的
可以的
真的可惜了
幸福好不容易
怎么 你却不敢了呢

我还以为我们能
不同于别人
我还以为 不可能的
不会不可能

你的姿态
你的青睐
我存在 在 你的存在
你以为爱
就是被爱
你挥霍了我的崇拜

我活了 我爱了
我都不管了
心爱到疯了 恨到算了
就好了
可能的
可以的
真的可惜了
幸福好不容易
怎么你却不敢了呢

我还以为我们能
不同于别人
我还以为 不可能的
不会不可能

你的姿态
你的亲赖
我存在 在 你的存在
你以为爱
]就是被爱
你挥霍了我的崇拜

风筝有风
海豚有海
我存在 在 我的存在
所以明白
所以离开
所以不再 为爱而爱
自己存在 在你之外

[梁静茹 - 崇拜]

Hikaru Utada!!! Fantastic song.... What makes it even better is tht she wrote this at the age of 16....

Saigo no kisu wa
Tabako no flavor ga shita
Nigakute setsunai kaori

Ashita no imagoro niwa
Anata wa doki ni irun darou
Dare wo omotterun darou

You are always gonna be my love
Itsuka dareka to mata koi ni ochitemo
I'll remember to love
You taught me how
You are always gonna be the one
Ima wa mada kanashii love song
Atarashii uta utaeru made

Tachidomaru jikan ga
Ugokidasou to shiteru
Wasuretakunai koto bakari

Ashita no imagoro niwa
Watashi wa kitto naiteru
Anata wo omotterun darou

You will always be inside my heart
Itsumo anata dake no basho ga aru kara
I hope that I have a place in your heart too
Now and forever you are still the one
Ima wa mada kanashii love song
Atarashii uta utaeru made

You are always gonna be my love
Itsuka dareka to mata koi ni ochitemo
I'll remember to love
You taught me how
You are always gonna be the one
Mada kanashii love song
Now and forever

[Utada Hikaru - First Love]

very busy for the past 2 weeks and will be busy for the next week too i guess... Booking in later for guard duty... sianz.... oh... my birthday went past last week... thks to all who sent messages and gave preents :) really appreciated them!