Sunday, May 27, 2007

Past week had been a rollercoaster ride... It's funny how life has a way of taking away things that are rightfully yours and compensating them with things that are not rightfully yours... Passing out and getting out of sispec (hopefully) in 3 days time, and i realise tht the past 10 weeks had little or no impact on me, lest to make me more cynical and unappreciative of the system... well... 4 and a half months down, 1 and a half more yrs to go....

Hmm... at one of the lowest points of the rollercoaster ride i had in camp, i put on my headphones and plugged in 933... 五月天's 让我照顾你 was playing.... and it made everything feel and look better.... haha... mayday rocks!

坐在我身旁你的心伤
不懂我也不想
但你的眼泪下在我心脏
回家的太阳红着眼框
心疼你的模样
影子的悲伤也变得更长

昨天谁让你受过伤
今天想要让你都遗忘

是你爱你让我变的更强
为你战斗永不投降
让我照顾你
我要让雨停出太阳

我超越我自己的想象
风雨刀枪能为你挡
让我照顾你
让你未来放在我肩上

新的冷笑话巧克力糖
开始为你收藏
最近连睡觉手机也在手上
幻想着未来满头白发
公园的长椅上你也许会说一声谢谢我

如果这一生到尽头
换你的这句话很足够

是你爱你让我变的更强
为你战斗永不投降
让我照顾你
我要让雨停出太阳

我超越我自己的想象
风雨刀枪能为你挡
让我照顾你
为你失去生命也辉煌

是你爱你让我变的更强
为你战斗永不投降
让我照顾你
我要让雨停出太阳

我超越我自己的想象
风雨刀枪能为你挡
让我照顾你
让你未来放在我肩上

[五月天- 让我照顾你]

Sunday, May 20, 2007

每年深秋我总要说
happy birthday 祝福你
而这首歌 just for you

这是为你写的歌
在我们不再是恋人的多年以后
我试著回忆已泛黄的你
什么原因叫我离你而去
往事却不复记忆
对我来说总有些心悸
虽然世故的我并不想拥有什么
就让我停留让我停留在满布尘埃的旧信笺里
而你依然是你

在曾是属于我们的年少时光里
尘封中的回忆竟亮丽如昔
却怎么也不能看清你的眼睛
也许是曾经失去曾经伤心
教我迷惘的忘记你就不顾再提起

每年深秋我总要说happy birthday
祝福你而这首歌 just for you
just for you

Monday, May 14, 2007

taiwan jet plane crashes into milltary base, killing 2 sg soldiers and injuring 9 others... The only reason I'm concerned with this news - a bright and promising nsf reduced to a mere statistic. A few months from now, no one would remember his name, his face, his potential. All that is left
are statistics - 2 died, 9 injured. And these stats would be repeated many many times by the anti-ns ppl who champion apparently freedom and justice of the civillian and the millitary officers trying to teach the textbook example of "unforseen circumstances". His name, his face and what he could have been would not be relevant then. Ironically, the organisation is responsible for none of this... It's human nature and it seems so normal until u realise that it's like a lottery, it could have very well been you instead of him and that what he missed out on is what everyone of us yearn for - freedom and justice.....

有多久没见你
以为你在那里
原来就住在我的心
底陪伴着我的呼吸

有多远的距离
以为闻不到你的气息
谁知道你背影这么长
回头就看到你

过去让它过去来不及
从头喜欢你
白云缠绕着蓝天
如果不能够永远都在一起
也至少给我们
怀念的勇气
拥抱的权利
好让你明白
我心动的痕迹

总是想再见你
还试着打探你的消息
原来你就住在我的身体
守护我的回忆

[林晓培-心动]
真得很想说出来,但始终觉得自己没有这个权力和勇气去要求一个不属于自己的东西
过去就让它过去?

Sunday, May 13, 2007

Tuesday, May 01, 2007

Went back RJ today to watch the juniors prac for syf. Reminded me of the times when we were preparing for concert just last year. Somehow these memories put things in another different and yet fresh perspective. haha... whatever it is, to anyone from rjco who might be reading this, good luck and a piece of advice from me - Burn with passion, not to stand out of the crowd, but to illuminate those around you who had all along trusted in you, believed in you, suffered with you and stood by you... for it is through this way that an eternal seal of friendship is formed......