taiwan jet plane crashes into milltary base, killing 2 sg soldiers and injuring 9 others... The only reason I'm concerned with this news - a bright and promising nsf reduced to a mere statistic. A few months from now, no one would remember his name, his face, his potential. All that is left
are statistics - 2 died, 9 injured. And these stats would be repeated many many times by the anti-ns ppl who champion apparently freedom and justice of the civillian and the millitary officers trying to teach the textbook example of "unforseen circumstances". His name, his face and what he could have been would not be relevant then. Ironically, the organisation is responsible for none of this... It's human nature and it seems so normal until u realise that it's like a lottery, it could have very well been you instead of him and that what he missed out on is what everyone of us yearn for - freedom and justice.....

有多久没见你
以为你在那里
原来就住在我的心
底陪伴着我的呼吸

有多远的距离
以为闻不到你的气息
谁知道你背影这么长
回头就看到你

过去让它过去来不及
从头喜欢你
白云缠绕着蓝天
如果不能够永远都在一起
也至少给我们
怀念的勇气
拥抱的权利
好让你明白
我心动的痕迹

总是想再见你
还试着打探你的消息
原来你就住在我的身体
守护我的回忆

[林晓培－心动］
真得很想说出来，但始终觉得自己没有这个权力和勇气去要求一个不属于自己的东西
过去就让它过去？

Went back RJ today to watch the juniors prac for syf. Reminded me of the times when we were preparing for concert just last year. Somehow these memories put things in another different and yet fresh perspective. haha... whatever it is, to anyone from rjco who might be reading this, good luck and a piece of advice from me - Burn with passion, not to stand out of the crowd, but to illuminate those around you who had all along trusted in you, believed in you, suffered with you and stood by you... for it is through this way that an eternal seal of friendship is formed......

Nothing seems to be going right nowadays, be it small or big things.... But well, i'm way beyond caring already...

或许只有绝望的人， 才会相信奇迹的存在....



天上一万颗星星我却只看见你
你说这是幸运 还是不可思议

很多时候我因为怕受伤，所以就选择先放弃。
我更因为我太爱自由，所以明明渴望爱情，却依然不知怎样让别人进入我的世界。

难道，我不能给你百分百的信心吗？
你知道，我一直有多在乎你。

我珍惜这份安全感，却担心他的牺牲。
所以每天的感觉还是孤独的。
我还是需要一个人，一个人想一想。

冰箱结霜 咖啡滚烫 煮不好 最简单的早餐......
我的生活 是一团混乱 维持单身 感觉茫然......
喜不喜欢 习不习惯 我总是 说不出个答案......
一个人来 又一个人往 怎么让他 流连忘返......

我不想当笨蛋 我在墙上写满渴望......
我可以大哭一场 房间还是空空荡荡......
我绝对不逞强 该属于我任其自然......
可是我也要安全感..在某个适当程度的主张......
纵然是了解眼光 也是温暖

这段日子你真的过的好吗？
没有你的早晨，加了糖的咖啡，也是苦的。

当时我尊重你的要求，所以我离开。
但，这段日子你不开心，所以我就回来了。

也许，我连自己要什么我也不知道。
我一个人，游游荡荡。自由久了，也没有了目标。
梦里醒来，发现墙上已经不自觉写满了你的名字。

单身，是茫然。恋爱，也彷徨。我明白，
所以我用时间去证明了这颗心。不会因为你曾经的放弃而改变。

每个早上 都想赖床 没有梦 是最让人沮丧......
我的眼睛 盯着天花板 也跑不出 任何对象......

我不想当笨蛋 我在墙上写满渴望......
我可以大哭一场 房间还是空空荡荡......
我绝对不逞强 该属于我任其自然......
可是我也要安全感, 在某个适当程度的主张......
纵然是了解眼光也是温暖

难道我真的是个笨蛋？一直错过已经在身边的幸福。

我们只是用时间找到了我们需要什么。
时间让我们认识了自己，也肯定了对方。

因为你，让我知道真正的幸福是什么。