Society has progressed to such a stage where thinking itself have become a double-edged knife

Whoa, its been more than 1 month since I've updated this place. Sec 4 is indeed a busy year and yeah, I'm not really enjoying it rite now:X(Imagine 3 months later) lol, anw, in this 6-7 weeks since the start of the year, its been rather bumpy, especially where RICO is concerned. Within this 6-7 weeks, we actually witness more contraversies and unhappy issues than during the long 6 weeks holiday. Perhaps the fact that the concertS are approaching finally sank in. Chaotic I would describe the last few wk and definitely much more to improve on. Our TIC is not being very helpful either, thus we will have to depend on oursleves. One day, the sun will shine again and hopefully we'll pull off a miracle as beautiful as rainbow.
I know its not good to be pessimistic but in my current mood and state of mind, i can't help but be so. There's only a thin line between being practical than pessimistic. Similarly, there is only a thin line between being optimistic than irrational. In only so few wks, a lot of facts hit me.
1. There is just so much to what you can do, sometimes you just can't help but feel helpless and the helplessness would eat into you and become fruastrations and the ppl around you tend to be where you vent your fruastrations.
2. Ppl are "built" differently from one another. Some are meant to play big roles, some are meant to play small roles and some are just there to wreck the show.
3. When rumours spread and uncertain information is passed around, the organisation then tends to become confused and somehow because of this disarray, its morale would drop.
4. For everything that happens whether it is within control or not, there need to be someone responsible. When something goes wrong, we always need a scapegoat.
5. Practising 10 hrs per wk can and will take its toll both physically and mentally.
6. We are so screwed up and yet some ppl still don't realise it.

lol, facts are they? observations rather but it concurs with sociology, this is the way humans behave. Still, I believe that one day it will change. Though my strength and ability will not change many, the thought still remains. It is in human nature to be romantic, to be obsessed with things that will not come true. Perhaps when one day I stop being romantic, then the society will change. Again, I'm being romantic:X

The best comfort you can get when u are in a bad situation is a pat on the back

wah!!!! senior block is just so far away from everything. From the moment i enter sch, it takes me 5 -7 minutes to get to class:X, the nearest toilet is one building and a floor away. The canteen is at the other side of the sch.....etc.etc.etc. Lol, class size would be 18 for the next 2 daes, a blessing in disguise? to delay the handing up of hmwk? maybe, but i sure dun enjoy chin lessons, have to be at fullest attention at all times, else he would just shoot straight at u and when u can answer, got to stand for the whole peroid. Looking FORWARD to hist lesson on Wed, think tht would be a FUN experience. So far, the other subject teacher's change are rather okae, hope it continues:) Long Teng is on track...........for CNY, i hope at least, arhh.... need to get matsuri scores by Wed, else how to perform on Sat....:X screwed, thts all for todae, veri tired *yawns*

Miracles are human creations, if God created miracles, they would not have been classified as miracles.

Maybe its the wind. Maybe its the rain. Somehow there's a sudden feeling of enlightenment and a tinge of sadness, that somehow, me has gone in to the last yr of sec sch. lol, not tht its sad but sometimes when u walk along the corridors, u can remember clear images of the past and a sense of nostalgia i would say. But as the saying goes " Time wait for no man", life still goes on. 1 yr from now, most probably be reporting to a JC, the thought itself serves as a reminder for me to do all possible for the sch, for the cca, for the class, for myself. Its scary, like a deadline, once its up, there's no extension.........

Our dear form teachers for the yr proved tht our sources were still reliable, lol, their first impression were strong and I wouldn't say more, just tht it was veri different from last yr [ :) or :( i realli dunno ]. lol, was a rather common 1st dae, now tht after 3 yrs in Ri, had prac after sch, tried playing long teng, didn't turn out veri gd but still we made the first step out so its supposed to be gd.

Time is a great teacher, unfortunately it kills all its pupils

"A Musician is an Entertainer. His responsibility is to ENTERTAIN. And when the audience are ENTERTAINED & ENJOY themselves, he has done his job & should be paid $$$" Mr. Damien Lim

I see the fear in ur eyes, the same fear that strike my heart. Maybe there comes one dae when man loses courage and fall. Maybe there comes a dae when man would cower and betray their kinsman. But todae is not the dae. Todae is the dae tht we fight, we fight for our family and loved ones. Even if humanity was to fall todae, we'll fight to the end!!!!

lol, watched LOTR for the second time todae. Still found it veri nice especially the speeches and the soundtrack. arhhhh.... hmwk is killing me, still got history 2 source based and 2 strutured and 1 ji xu wen. tiao, hopefully, chin teacher not TPH, else die:X. tmr got farewell, for sec 4s and Mr Lee, at night hopefully going to downtown. lalala, thats all from me. Happy New Year.

Jingel bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle all the Way....

ha, 23 daes of emptiness and i'm finally back at blogging. lol, lots happened in the past 3 wks. 1 whole wk was taken up by perc fest, which i muz say, was to a large extent enjoyable. Now its Christmas eve, thus wishing everyone out there a veri merri merrriiii Christmas. Loosen up, forget everything for the moment and juz relax and get into the spirit of Christmas. When the clock strikes 12, let us all appreciate the ppl and things around us. All festive seasons are time for appreciation, its time to show ur loved ones how much u care, how much they mean to u. Quoting from my chairman, get out of ur comfort zone and make a difference. Show the world u can make a diifference. The world around u is juz a mirror. The strength u see in others are in u, the weakness u see in others are deeply rooted in u. So let us face the world with an open mind, a big heart and show that u really care.

Shld i go into the details of perc fest? i guess not, prob never finish writing. Those who wan details can come look for me personally:) Todae had comm meeting and finally, it had some productivity. Seems tht the combined concert wif SN might be called off as Yang lao shi is no longer their condutor. I dun see a prob but apparently or teacher i-c do, and is initiating the withdrawal and pushing for a triple raffles concert. lol, not tht i have a prob, but with not connections in style and playing, getting a concert done in like 4 months from now is (softly)madness, insane!!!!!!!. lol, ppl who come here dun tag so keep it this way, i dunwan a repeat of xq's blog's tagboard incident. Shall keep it to tht for now.

MERRY CHRISTMAS
AND
A HAPPY NEW YEAR

ps. my sch's portal down, thus the back ground pic cannot see, meanwhile listen to "Jingle Bells"